Living with the Grim Reaper (NayeonxReader)

Angel

I ate the piece of meat I just cut and put it into my mouth, while glaring at the man on the other side of the table who was glaring back at me while he ate.

"Is him living here necessary?" I turn my head to Nayeon who was  eating beside me.

"Is your existence really necessary" he spat making me roll my eyes and stood up picking the plate up and putting it on the sink.

Nayeon clicks her tongue making me turn my head to her, a knife was pointed at me, floating.

"Stop it" Nayeon said as the knife started to move, like it was trying to hit me but at the same time it was trying to fall down on the floor.

"Fine." The man said as he got off his chair while the knife fell down on the floor.

"I'll be gone for the rest of the day, don't miss me too much" the man then leans in to kiss Nayeon but Nayeon immediately dodged it making both him and I sigh in relief.

"Hah" I laughed sarcastically and said "Don't worry, she won't miss you".

He glares at me and dissapears in a blink.

"Don't get in his way, I can only afford losing you once." She said a trail of sadness in her voice.

"He's an angel"

"He's an angel? How is he an angel? Isn't he a demon of some sorts?" I ask still in shock on what she said, despite the words that marked my heart she said earlier.

"He. He was supposed to only visit the earth but, he met a blind woman whom he later saved which caused him to have a mission for her cold heart. But he did the only thing an angel can't do with a human" she paused making me raise an eyebrow.

"And what is that?"

"He fell in love with the human and vice versa. He was going to confess when he saw the girl with another man." She smiled painfully and stood up. I tilted my head and felt something weird on my chest.

It's like something was burning inside me.

"He broke the rules just to be with her but she chose someone over him, and now that he broke a rule he's going to turn into dust. But because he held a strong grudge, before he dissapeared he killed the two making his existence permanent but as a being who belongs to no where."  She said while picking her plate up and walking past me to put the plate on sink.

Before I knew it I pulled her into a tight hug.

Not fully understanding why I did that something deep inside me understood the pain.

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The fallen angel kneeled down at his loved one's grave, tears fell from his eyes as he put some flowers down.

"I'm sorry I fell for you"

Living forever with depression is like having cancer, except you can't escape through death.

I fill my head with a thousand lies just to make myself everything is okay.

It was years ago, now my heart is bulletproof, you were the cause of my euphoria. You taught me to love myself even when I didn't who I am.

But it was all fake love. I wanted to run, run away from my problems but it seems like the world was too cruel for a boy in love. I wanted to tell you I'm fine but how is it that it always translates to save me?

It was in my dna,  being a creature who was forbidden to love your kind. But with this persona I put up with this relentless attitude but it all seems like I haven't moved on.