The only Exception ( The janoskians fan fic)

Chapter 1

I stared out window , it was the only thing I could do.

My music blaring into my ears , making them tingle a little from the loudness.

I could see nothing , nothing but darkness. It kind of explained how I was feeling at the moment.

I felt as if my whole body was full of darkness.

I had so little to care about now. I felt sick in the pits of my stomach as I thought back to that awful day.

I remember that day like it was yesterday.

It all happend too fast.

I unlocked my front door, I had come home early due to being sick at school. The house was quiet , both my parents where at work. That's what I thought anyway.

I casually walked up the stairs to my room along the corridor to the right.

But I heard an unfamiliar voice on my way there.

I remember frowning , nobody was supposed to be home. my heart beat started to beat a little faster after that. who could be ? why where they here ?

I soon found the answer to both of those questions. My mum and her yoga instructer.

I remember my heart sinking through the floor , no words could explain how I felt that day.

Then I remember running to my room and hiding there.

I dident want to face my mum. I couldn't speak to her. I told my father as soon as he arrived home , as I no longer trusted my mum.

I distinctly remember the pain in my fathers eyes. Soon after my dad moved out before getting a devorce.

A few days after that I made plans to move in with my dad.

Those plans where changed , my mum got in contact with the court. She used his criminal record against him, making sure he couldn't take custody of me.

I felt my heart sink in my chest now just thinking of it, tears welled up in the corners of my eyes, as I attempted to blink them away.

I started to drum the beat the beat of the music on the window as the rain trickled down the glass.

I felt a sudden sharp poke on my knee , I was my mum.

"Do you mind stopping that please " she said , I wasn't in the mood for her , looking at her face made me feel sad , I mad me want to curl up and cry.

I replied with a nasty " yes , I do mind and I'm not going to stop thank you" she looked at me shocked.

" Don't be so shocked mum " I said practically biting of her head.

I don't think I would ever forgive her for the pain she's caused me.

This was only the start of a life with her , so I was going to have to just deal with her.