You're All I Dream Of // Taennie

suicide

a/n: at the end it will be an explanation. Enjoy :) don't own pic

Jennie looked on her wall in the empty bedroom. She hasn't been in there since he died. She walked into the bedroom looking around. She seen the bed her and him slept in. She looked at the dresser seeing his juul sitting on the dresser die. She saw the half box of condoms next to the lamp and juul.

Her eyes watered seeing a picture of him and her on the dresser. She blinked her eyes as a tear dropped down her face. She walked over to his door flicking the light switch turning on the LED lights in his room. The LED lights were electric blue matching the color of his hair that he had dyed before he passed.

Jennie leaned up against the wall sliding down the wall. She closed her eyes as tears rolled down her face.

"You didn't have to leave." Jennie says low. She looks up at the wall of pictures he had that was filled with his best friends, family, his pets, him and Jennie.

"You could of told me. I could of helped you." Jennie says as tears rolled down her face. "Its so warm outside but I'm so cold without you.." Jennie says before shaking. She brings her legs to her chest and cry.

"I couldn't. You would never forgive me."

Jennie covered her ears crying more. She looked up and looked away. "Leave Taehyung. You don't want to be here with me."

"Why say that? You miss me right?" His ghostly voice asks. Jennie looks up at his ghost figure. She shakes her head.

"You left me. You could of told me Taehyung... You left without me..." Jennie admits. "What would your parents say?" He questioned.

"Your parents blame it on me... Just leave me alone..."

Jennie lays down in her bed looking up at the ceiling. She placed her hand on her stomach as she cried. Jennie shivered feeling cold. She closed her eyes.

"Stop coming when I'm crying." He sighs. "I can't hold you anymore. Who's going to hold you now?"

Jennie bit her lip. She shook her head not wanting to open her eyes because she knew that it was only her imagination and that it wouldn't ever be true.

"Just go. Stop appearing." Jennie whispers. "I don't want to."

"Why not?"

"You'll forget about me... And I don't want that too happen." He says as Jennie shivers again. Jennie opens her eyes looking down at her stomach. She grabs her covers and bury herself, still feeling cold.

Jennie walked into the bathroom looking in the mirror. She looks down seeing her stomach poked out a bit. She bit her lip grabbing a razor.

"Stop." Taehyung says as Jennie looks in the mirror as her eyes water as her fist balls up.

"I couldn't tell you to stop, so don't say it to me." Jennie says angrily.

"Jennie what about our child."

"What am I supposed to tell them? 'Your dad killed himself, so don't be sad'. What am I supposed to say that?" Jennie questions.

"Jennie stay alive it's better there than here."

"Don't say that too me." Jennie rolls her eyes looking down at the razor. Everything in her sight is blurry because of the tears that's trying to fall from her small eyes. Her throat burns from the wailing she's trying to hold in.