Babysitting "The Bad Boy"

Forgiveness

I'm staying over at Kylie's house for the night and so do Shawn and Jake. But I can't sleep, so I head downstairs and pull up a chair next to the counter and sit down. I get bored so I  start drinking and using my phone. I hear something upstairss and I get so startled I drop the glass bottle as it crashes down onto the kitchen tiles. I curse under my breath my bending down and picking up the broken glass. I feel like someone is behind me and when I turn around I see Jake. I throw away the broken pieces in my hand into the trash and look at him. "Why are you up so late?" I ask rasing an eyebrow. "I could ask you the same thing?" he says as sitting down. I sit across from him "you know Shawn doesn't hate you right?" he states and look at him as if he's crazy. "he legit told me to stay out of his life and he didn't care about me. So yes he hates me." he just shakes his head and mumbles something along the lines of "stupid girl". And with that he goes back up to the guest room, and go and lay on the couch.

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For the past few days me and Kylie (and sometimes Jake) haven't been eating in the cafeteria I just can't bear to look at Shawn. Ugh he's so frustrating! He'd be so sweet and sorry with his walls down and then next think I know he is erasing my existence.

It's the end of the day and I'm walking to the parking lot to Kylie's car when I feel someone stop be from behind. I feel their hand come over my mouth. Holy shit am I being kidnapped? I turn around and it's just Shawn. "what the hell?! U scared me!" I yell at him then immediately lower my voice knowing he hates people yelling at him. "can I drive you home?" he ask and I shake my head. "not after everything you've put me through." he sighs and runs his fingers through his hair. "please? I apologize for my behavior" I sigh. "fine."

We walk into his car and he starts driving. Fast. "Slow down you're going to kill us!" I yell over the wind blowing in our ears. He just laughs and closes the windows then parks the car right in front of the forest. "I miss you." he says while turning to look at me. "then why did you say all those things?" I say looking at him deeply. "look I know I've been a dick lately. Well I've always have been more to you then usual. And I don't want you out of my life." he states. "not when you were sleeping with Chloe" I mumble not realizing I said it out loud. He just looks at me and grins. "oh is someone jealous now?" I scoff "as if! We are just friends." I can tell my cheeks are turning red. "now that hurt." he looks away and starts driving back to my house. Did I say something wrong...? He pulls up to the driveway and we both get out of the car. "hey Shawn? Did I say something wrong? You look..sad" He just looks away from me "it's nothing I'm fine" I take his hand knowing is most definitely not fine. He looks at me and says softly "I know you won't believe this but...oh God I don't know how to say this." I look at him confused. He shakes his head and says "this is better" he presses me against the car softly and kisses me for the first time. I kiss him back. God he tastes so good. And the feeling of our tounge intertwining just send electric shocks through my body. When we pull away we are both out of breath. "what I'm trying to say is, I like you nerdy." he says while putting his forehead against mine. "I like you too."