Love you,love you not

Should I or should I not?

I sat down to calm myself down. I mean I was shocked as to what had happened to day. Like seriously everything. Hailey sat beside me and gave a broad smile.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you the truth years ago. Well when I was dating Tony, I wanted to tell  you but you said you found a perfect guy, so I guess I should tell you later. But soon, I found out that you were talking about Tony. And I don't have the heart to tell you that cause you're my bestfriend," Hailey said.

I kept silent for like 1 minute. I was so shocked and surprised that day. Little did I know, the truth will all unfold in one fine day, today. I don't know if I should be mad or be happy that my best friend told me the truth. I figured in order for me to hate Tony, she lied about basically, EVERYTHING! I just looked at her and hugged her tightly. At one end, I saw Tony smiling at me and gave me a thumbs up.

I sighed as I walked home,alone. Well,Hailey wanted to accompany me, as always but I declined. I was in a mountain of thoughts when someone honked their car. I turned around and saw my dad. I rushed to him and hugged him. It's been months since we met. Inside the car, was my beloved sister siting at the back sleeping. Dad laughed when looking at her. Dad told me that he already asked mom that he wanted to bring me out for dinner with my sister. Dad actually asked mom to follow us. But she don't want to.

"So, burgers or posh dinner?" Dad said with a smirk on his face.

"Really,BURGERS?! No way, mom ordered a lot of fast food these days. Believe me, I want a cooked meal with no french fries beside it!" I said in one breath.

It wasn't always that Dad drives. It is usually his chauffer who drives me to school before he and Mom were seperated. At last, a dinner, a usual dinner. I looked at Dad and bit my lip.

With nervous,"Dad, would you give up your first love for your bestfriend? Well if he lied to you that he hates the girl but they were actually in a relationship. Would you give up on him-I mean her?"

Dad looked at me in awestruck.

"Why you ask me this question? Did it actually happened to you and Hailey?" Dad said while laughing.

 I knew he thought that was a joke but I don't intend to tell him. I just laughed with him to get him to not be suspicious that he's laughing alone.

"No, of course not. That would be so unlikely us. You know, we were bestfriends since preschool. There's no way we would be angry over one silly boy matter," I chuckled.

I soon realized what I just said really makes sense to me. Why would I be angry with her over this matter, until my father says...

"Well honey, if you ask me, I would totally fight for it. Having a bestfriend does not mean you have to give up everything for them. Win the boy's heart. Anyways, that's how I got married to your mother. And we ended up having a wonderful life- I mean....heyy we're here," Dad said quickly trying to cover up what he just said.

"Nice safe Daddy. But I noticed it and can I know the reason why you and mom divorced? I mean if you want to answer it," I said while praying that my dad would tell me the answer.

"Well, it's adult matters honey. Anyways, in the restaurant, let's not talk about this matter, alright?" Dad said with a sigh.

I nodded my head. Dinner went quite well. Well, I got bored after listening to my sister saying about studies and stuff. Sorry, but I am not interested in studying during non-school hours. I kept thinking about the 'Tony Hailey And Me' situation. I glanced around the restaurant when I saw Hailey and her family walked in the restaurant. She saw me too. She smiled at me and I replied back. Suddenly, my phone beeped. It was a text message from Hailey.

      haileyHEARTSbond: wat r u doing here?

I replied:

     AUdorable: having dinner with my family w/o my mom:(

She texted back:

   haileyHEARTSbond: oh... heyy Tony's here... I'm glad you're cool with this whole love thing that's going on:D

I don't know why I feel as though I wanted to know why Tony was here. Haven't I gone over him just now? Do I still have feelings for him? NOO! It couldn't be. I hate him,very much. But the perfect blue eyes just caught my attention, always.

AUdorable: yeah i'm cool....

The day was so tiring that when I reached home, mom had invited her divorced wifes club back home. It's called 'CLUB DESPERADO'. There were like 6 or 7 women in my house. There were staring at me from head to toe.

"Isn't she a little bit too young to be a divorcee?" A woman said.

"Oh ladies! Yes, I forgot to tell you. This is my daughter, Audrey," Mom said when she popped out from the kitchen.

I waved and smiled at them and rushed off to my room. Ettiqute always works when it comes to getting away from a problem to me. I jumped onto my bed and snuggle with my Care Bear plush toys. I've always been a fan of plush toys. I checked my cellphone. I got 4 messages from Hailey which says,

'OMG! I can't believe it!

Tony break up with me

Just kidding,:)

He asks me to be his girlfriend!"

 I hanged my mouth opened. My crush is really going away, far away, to my bestfriend. I just froze to reply my friend. Should I tell her that I still have feelings for Tony or not?

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Next chapter will be my best part. I'm working on it anyways :D