(The song I'm listening to right as I wright and it one if my favorite songs of U want to know the name then I'll tell I just ask)
Ok well I got sleeping pills for sleep but they arint working really well but I don't want to tell my partners CUZ o don't want to take more then one, I just took a pill but after I took it I almost puked it up idk why, and eating might have got worse now I can't eat to much or I'll throw up like today I was eating I ate a whole hot don't but then I just could not eat anything else idk why tho CUZ when I to a bite of the other stuff I almost puked.
Depression has been less but some times it will hit bad like when I had a friend over she fell asleep and depression stuck so I grabbed my blade and cut my shoulder but in a way to where it looked like a cat did it so when she woke up and saw the cuts she asked if my cat did it so I said yes, now it's close to thanksgiving I'll have the worst time ever since I can't eat much and I've not been having good ideas for wrighting but I've been drawing I do love drawing a lot im a fan of home stuck and gamzee is my favorite so I draw him some times... Drawing is a way I like to yet depression to go away but also my drawings can make my depression worse CUZ I like to draw sad stuff a lot of times. Welp by for now hope u like this hehe but I'm sure no one does CUZ who would want to read about some one else's madness.
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My madness
Non-FictionA short story About depression, self harm and suicide attempt this story is based off how I feel at times and things I've done.. This is a way also for those who do now understand depression (Also I'm writing this as a way for u to understand why I...
