One person, Yes; that's ME.
I carry one alius.
But in my mind...its a bit different
Cause just like the sky, the mind knows no limit
That's what makes us so creative [but that is the same way that is can drive us completely mad.]
One mind can create a life changing revolution,
But so can that same mind cause Decades of Catastrophic damage.
The very thing that makes us so great is the same thing that can destroy us all.
Sometimes, I believe that I can be a great and make a charge happen.
Other times, I'm so down into depression, that give out my death wish and plan my funeral. [I can only think of death]
Right now, its kind of like I don't care.
I'm letting life take its course.
Living life aimlessly.
But the truth is I'm battling something...Mental Caps: A Broken Identity.
In some ways I' confused,
I lay sometimes and think "normal" right?
Not the way I do it.
I think of what my life will be like still normal
What if I can't pay my rent
What if I can't satisfy my husband
What if I don't have a husband
What is I'm homeless someday.
What is I waste my life
What if... what if... what if?
It's all too much and in no time the Flood... the Flood begins.
The chaos rages through my body like a lethal virus.
It's Unstoppable.
But the best part is the calm after the storm.
When I'm numb and can't feel a thing,
In the end, only he can save me.
He knows me more than I know myself.
He knows it all so I keep myself grounded with Faith and Pray.
Day after Day.
Handling the Triple Split that crushes through my veins.
-F.A
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