The Trip

The Party...

 Ambrose's Pov

The party was about to start. This is it...this is where I'll get my rank.. Dimitri was walking around with me, some people started rolling in. Kian was walking around with my sister by his side, he made her his queen. The girl I used to know was tainted by a man I never thought I'd meet. We were here one night...and she made it to the top before me. I'm Pathetic....

"Dimitri who is that?", a faint voice asks, coming from behind us. Dimitri turns to face the faint voice and so did I. "Oh hey, Livia, This is Ambrose a soon to be member," Dimitri replied. "Hey," I said as I looked at her. "Hello, I'm Livia, have fun just don't get to wasted boys~" She giggles as she walks away from us.

"What does she do?" I ask, as I turn to face Dimitri. "She doesn't do very much but she's with Damari. So...Don't flirt with her. If you do... You'll be six feet under," Dimitri told me. I'll remember that. I wasn't really...into any of these girls, and I'm pretty sure Keria is a lesbian...since she had a rainbow patch on her jacket and she just gave off I don't fuck with no men energy. "I got it, no flirting with anyone," I said and laughed a bit.

"Hey you can flirt with SOME people. Just most of us are taken in some sense," He explained and smirks a bit. I nodded and smirked softly. "Yo, Damari! Pour my friend and I a drink! Somethin strong no baby shit!" Dimitri yelled to some dude named Damari. Damari was ripped, when I say ripped this man looked like he could rip my head off or dismember my body.

"That's Damari, He makes some really toxic drinks....Those things fuck you up real quick!," Dimitri told me. I haven't drank a lot to build up a tolerance but I'm sure I could handle it....or can I?

Damari walked over to us and handed Dimitri two glasses filled with some liquid. "Special ones just for you and your friend Dimitri. What's good," Damari Patted my back hard. "Egh, Not much, I'm Ambrose, what's good with you," I looked at him as Dimitri handed me the glass. "I'm livin, so I guess I'm aight," Damari smirked a bit as I took a drink of whatever this shit is. It was good but it burned the back of my throat....That pain..felt good...

"This shit is good thanks for the drink Damari," I said as I nodded and looked at Dimitri. "Anytime cya around," Damari walked back to his ghetto bar. I walked around with Dimitri. Someone turned up the music, Gangster's Paradise started playing... It seemed about right. This was a paradise for all of the lost souls...including me.

Kian walked up to Dimitri and I with my slutty ass sister. "Dimitri...Ambrose. We don't speak about what happened last night...Do you two understand?" Kian gave me this look.. This look made me want to overthrow his ass.. "Understood," Dimitri nodded so did I. "Ambrose are you alright...?" Rainn asked, "You're drinking again..." "Yes, I'm fine," I told her. I walked away Dimitri followed. I downed the rest of my drink. I felt that burn once again. I looked at Dimitri and he downed his drink.

I walked over to Damari's bar, "Hey man can we get another one of those drinks?" I smirked and Dimitri nodded to Damari. "Comin up~," He said as he made us more drinks. He handed them to us and I drank some of it. I was starting to feel myself drifting away a bit.

There were people everywhere, dancing, drinking, and smoking. I drank the rest of my drink and Dimitri pulled me into his room and shut the door. I could hear muffled music. I knew I wasn't sober anymore.

"Ambrose, sit down," He said and gave me a cigarette. I lit it and smoked it as I sat down. He sat with me. "Thanks for.... Bringing me in here...I don't think I could've been out there any longer," I said as I leaned on his shoulder. "Anytime...I'm a bit tipsy too give me that shit," He said as he took the cigarette. He smoked a bit of it. I looked around and laughed. "You want more harder shit? Because I got you," Dimitri grabbed a few other bottles I couldn't make out the names of them. He opened it and drank some straight out of the bottle...we took turns...drinking...

I couldn't think anymore.. "Ambrose...Look here...," Dimitri said...he was swaying a bit. I looked at him. "Yeah?" I said drunkenly....He cupped my face and kissed my lips...his lips were soft..I could taste the alcohol on his lips. I froze at this moment... What should I do?! Kiss him back...back away... I don't know...This guy..Is confusing everything I thought I was. I wasn't feeling... love...but lust everytime he was around what the hell!

I decided...I kissed him back....He pulled away and stood up. This sent him back to reality and it did for me too....

"Dimitri..." I said, "Get out," He told me...so I did not fight back. I left his room... He slammed the door behind me. He was angry, but he pressed his lips against mine first. I walked through the party...It was like everything was in slow motion... My sister asked me if I was okay as I walked past...I ignored her...

I finally got to my room, it felt like hours trying to get there. I opened the door and sitting on my bed was my jacket with a note from Kian. I couldn't make out any of the words. I fell on to the bed and passed out once I hit the pillow.... What does tomorrow have for me?... Will this affect my rank in the gang? Will things be awkward? What's going to happen....