Road to Happiness

CHAPTER1

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Wednesday September 15, 2020
5:00 aM
Lee's household
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Beep Beep Beep
"Ugh dammit" Sungmin groan
'Why can I not enjoy the little bit of happiness in my shitty life for just a little bit longer....sleeeep!'

I roll out of my bed and sluggishly walk to my bathroom. I turn on the shower, strip out my clothes, and step in the shower.
I instantly relax when the hot water hit my skin. Draining out all my surroundings I find my peace and relax into the water. After a few minute of enjoying the water I wash my hair then I lather myself with my vanilla body wash.

  60 minutes later
BANG BANG BANG
"Hurry the fuck up!!" a loud voice boomed through the door
"Fuck" I whispered
'I lost track of  time. I'm sooo fucked. Dammit, I was having such a great morning' 
I rush out the shower almost slipping and quickly grabbing a towel wrapping it around my body and open the door. I'm greeted with a broad chest to be specific my brother's  broad chest.
"Why the fuck are you in here?" He barked
'And this is mom's and dad's perfect little son.'
I-I-I wa..was...  was j-just showering.
'Fuck... why do I always stuttering'
He lower himself down to my height closing distance between us. As tensions grow his voice drop to a whisper.
" I know that bitch ...I'm just wondering why you useless piece of shit is using our water?" He said with a low growl at the end . His words dripping in arrogance.
'Because its a basic human need asshole'
"W-well I-I n-needed to s-shower. I-I wasn't able to y-yesterday " I stuttered out
Usually I wake up around 4 or 5 AM before my family so I can take a shower and don't run in to this situation. However, Monday I received three brutally and crucial beating and I passed out due to the excruciating pain. I couldn't wake up yesterday in time to take a shower.
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*scoff* "Oh yeah, I forgot a dirty sluts like you still need to clean up every once and a while. Hmp"
He laughed sending shivers down my spine.
'Please let me get out of this unharmed . I CANNOT take another beating'

" Are you using the bathroom or not idiot." A high pitch voice coming from behind my brother muttered out. 'Dang it she's here too.'
He turns around and step to the side and reveals me to mom's and dad's perfect little daughter. She scoffs and roll her eyes. "Why are you here?" She says with her voice full of attitude. "I was just leaving, pardon me." I break out in a full speed run to my bed room slamming the door in the process. I rush putting on my clothes which is my basic red sweatshirt, black jeans and red slip-on vans. Then grabbing my book bag I practically launch myself down the stairs and out the door successfully avoiding everybody. Letting out a deep breath I walk to school with a heavy heart, hoping and praying that today be better than yesterday.
~20 minutes time skip~
I enter into the school courtyard, taking a deep breath and walk into the school. I'm greeted by loud talking, giggling, and shouting by annoying teenagers. I put my head down and speed walk to my locker wishing nobody notice me. To my dismay not all wishes come true. I feel a hard push (more like a shove) to my back and I loose my balance and hit the hard floor.
"Oh you're still alive?" A male say in a teasing manner. I knew exactly who it was Ha Dong. His my brother's best friend and co- captain of the football team. His also my bully since freshman year. Him and his friends beat and insult  me everyday, all day.  I suddenly feel an kick to my stomach. "Why don't you just do everybody a favor and die?" A girl spit. I know her anywhere its Kim Seo-yeon. Ha Dong girlfriend and my sister's best friend. She's also co-captain of the cheerleading team. I feel a heel dig in to my back. I whimper in pain hoping for the beating to be over. I feel a punch to my cheek,then a another kick but to my ribs, finally finishing with a harsh punch to my stomach. The spit a couple more insults at me but I tune out and focus on my escape. I muster up enough strength to limp myself to the closest bathroom. I throw my book bag down.
' Why me... why why why... why was I born... why did I come into the world.... I'm such a burden everybody. I'm only good at one thing and that's pleasing others with my body. Im so stupid and a pathetic excuse of a son, brother, student, a human. Nobody loves me so why am I alive . I hate myself so fucking much. I just want to die.'
I'm sobbing and cradle myself in a corner. I can't breathe. I'm hyperventilating.
' I just want to do everybody a favor and die. A slow and lonely death, but I'm to much of a coward to do it.'
I hear foot steps approaching me. I slowly look up and make eye contact with a tall dark haired boy who is covered in tattoos and piercings. I seen him and his friends around school they don't talk much but I always get  an intimidating vide off them. My eyes widen. 'NO please dont hurt me I can't  take it no more'
" P-P-Please d-d-don't h-hit m-me. I-I'm s-s-sor-ry-ry that I exist, I-I'm sorry t-that Im a waste of s-space Im so-rry I'm nothing. J-J-Just p-p-please don't h-hit me. I'll f-f-finally d-d-disappear, just don't hit me no- n-n-no m-more. I can't take it no more.Just please. I pleaded at him.
'Calm down, little one. I'm not going to hurt you." He says in a soothing tone. For some reason I want to believe him but no I cannot let my guard down.
"It's alright, okay? Just breath." He speaks slowly. I shake my head. Just then somebody walks in. They ignore us and walk into a stall.
"Come on I'll take you some where more private,ok?"  I shake my head.
He grabs my tiny hand and pick up my book bag and leads me out of the bathroom

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Okay its me you author *jazz hands*
I'm sorry it took so long to update but i'll start updating more frequently since school is calming down. But yeah so how you like my first ever story?please comment and give me feedback. Also I know there's grammar errors. English is hard and complicate ,but just let me know if to confusing because of my wording . Thanks and kisses 🥰