Heart Of Fire......... (Andley Story)

~Chapter 11~

(Andy's POV)

All the lights were off in the house and I didn't like it. All this with Oli made me feel like I used to; before I got with Ashley at all. The times when I had no one to turn to, when I had to put on a fake smile and pretend everything was okay. I stumbled down the dark hallways until I could make out Jinxx's door. He was the only one to look back, to hold a gaze, the only person I could talk to right now. It was late, probably early actually, so I knocked quietly. The door opened, revealing a tired, confused looking Jinxx.
"Andy?" he asked, rubbing his eyes. At that moment, I burst into tears, covering my face with shaking hands as I tried to muffle out the sobs.
"Andy?" he asked,
"What's wrong, what's going on?" I just cried even more. He ushered me inside, shut the door and turned the light on, leading me across the room to the bed. I sat down on the edge and he sat beside me, his hand resting on my thigh, rubbing soothing circles on the bare skin, as I only had on some lose shorts and a bare chest. Oli made me wear them. He brought his hands up and took my hands away from my face, making me look up at his sympathetic, sad eyes.
"Please tell me what's wrong," he pleaded.
"Just e-everyone hates me," I sobbed, tears rolling down my face. I didn't want to become that person again, but I already felt like that. I already felt like flinching from anyone's touch, and I just feel closed off, nervous, small and vulnerable. "Andy," he sighed,
"No one here hates you, you know we love you, we're just confused, about what happened with Ashley and you....... with Oli." I looked into his eyes and swallowed hard. "It's him," I whispered, pain evident in my eyes.
"Who Andy?" he asked.
"Oli," I sobbed,
"When I woke up he told me he found me and took me to the hospital," I murmured,
"I argued with Ash but then in my room here, I found out that he was lying, and I tried to run, but he dragged me back in, he told me if I told anyone he'd hurt me and Ash, he made me hug him and kiss him, and he hurts me but I don't know where else to go I don't know what to do." He pulled me into his arms and just held me, rubbing my back and calming me. He held me at arms length and shook his head,
"I can't believe he would do this to you Andy, to you, we have to tell the others," he went to get up, but I grabbed his arm.
"No," I pleaded in cries,
"No! Please no! We can't tell them, Oli will find out, he'll hurt Ash, even though he hates me, I still love him!" He looked undecided, and stated,
"We have to tell them at some point, but for now, I won't let him hurt you, stay here tonight, just stay with me and the boys until we work something out." "But they all hate me," I sobbed a little, sniffling. He sighed again,
"They're just confused, they'll understand trust me, come on, get in bed, you look exhausted." I nodded, wiping my eyes, and quickly clambered under the covers. All of us had shared before so it was normal for us. I smiled weakly as he turned the light off and also got into bed.

(Jinxx's POV)

I sat up in bed, it was about ten in the morning, and Andy was sound asleep beside me, finally looking peaceful. How could Oli do this to him? Oli seemed like such a nice person on tour, but he's evil. He's hurting the most innocent person I know. I ran my fingers through my hair. Oli was strong, muscular, and very tall, so he could hurt Andy so easily, and he was already breaking him. Early this morning he was so vulnerable, so scared, like he was before and I couldn't let him get to that place again. I have to tell the boys, or at least Ashley, because it's him Andy is trying so desperately to protect. Together we can get Oli away from Andy. But if he found out we knew, he would hurt Andy, badly. Fuck this. I'm not risking Andy getting hurt. I carefully got up out of bed and left the room without waking him and made my way downstairs, seeing CC and Jake in the living room talking and I could hear someone in the kitchen. I made my way in there and saw Ashley drinking some water, looking tired and like he just didn't care.
"Ashley, mate," I said. He turned his head and smiled a little,
"Oh hey Jinxx."
"How are you?" I asked.
"Fine," he replied.
"Drop the bullshit man," I sighed, standing beside him,
"I know Andy's getting to you." He shook his head.
"No, he made his choice, I can see what he's decided, he's moved on," he muttered, looking really upset.
"You love him," I murmured,
"I see that, but he loves you too, please trust me when I say that."
"I can't," he took a deep breath,
"I can't because it's not true." I sighed,
"Ash I need to talk to you about something, it's about Andy, something bad is happening." "What?" he asked quickly, head snapping towards me, I stayed quiet,
"Seriously tell me."
"Well, last night, Andy came to my room, crying," I said, and he looked upset about him being upset,
"He didn't know where else to go, he thinks we all hate him, but he's only been acting that way to protect you........" "Protect me?" he asked,
"Jinxx what the fuck is going on?" he looked angry now.
"It's Oli," I murmured,
"He's forcing Andy to be with him, he's hurting him and said if Andy tells anyone about it he'll hurt you, but I know Oli will hurt him instead, Andy's asleep in my room now."
"What?!" he hissed,
"We have to get him the fuck out!" I put my hands firmly on his chest to stop him and growled,
"No! Oli will know we know and he WILL hurt Andy, he already hurt him when he said he loved you!" He visibly relaxed, but said,
"But I can't stand by and watch him get hurt."
"I know," I sighed,
"So today, we go to the recording studio, we can keep an eye on him, then we tell the others, I won't tell Andy anyone else knows, we can't let him get hurt because he's already slipping into a darker place thinking he lost you and his friends."
"I can't believe I was so blind," he whispered,
"I love him so much."
"Just, pretend nothing has happened," I told him,
"Like this chat never happened, don't be ignorant though, just be....... distant."
"I just want to hug him, tell him how much I love him," he sighed.
"I know," I replied,
"But we can help him." We have to.

(Andy's POV)

After waking up to an empty room, I made my way to my own room, only to see Oli sitting on the bed, a scowl on his face.
"So where did you disappear to?" he asked with a cold, empty voice.
"I uh, I went to see J-Jinxx," I stuttered.
"Why?" he demanded.
"To ask about rehearsal times," I lied quite smoothly.
"Hmm," he searched my face, "You were gone for a while." I squirmed under his intense gaze, my fingers going to my wrist to scratch. He was quick off the bed, grabbing my face in his hand, making me whimper and look at his dark eyes.
"Don't even think about doing all that poor innocent fucking emo shit with me," he snarled, and I nodded quickly. He suddenly smashed his lips to mine, kissing me roughly. I struggled against his strong grasp, memories flooding into my mind and he yanked hard on my hair.
"Don't you remember our conversation about what will happen if you refuse?" he smirked. Tears burned my eyes. I am back in that dark place where I just felt like a waste of life, where I just want to die, but I want to get help before I get stuck there and can't return. I can't have help though. He'll hurt Ashley. I nodded.
"You're a selfish, ignorant, disgusting, fat prick," he told me.
"I know," I whispered.
"You'll learn to like what we do," he smiled, pushing his lips back to mine. I let my mind go as he pushed his tongue into my mouth, invading the space, and he forcefully made out with me. My mind was brought back suddenly as he groped my ass roughly and the other hand slid down my front, getting closer and closer to the one place I couldn't bare to be touched by him. I struggled again, whimpering as he kissed me. A knock on the door snapped us out of it, and he shoved me onto the bed, hissing,
"Stay there." He put on his fake face and opened the door. I glanced up from the foetal position I was in, and saw Jinxx and Ashley at the door, Oli's back was to me.
"Hey boys," Oli said in his cheery voice which had us all fooled at one point. Ash looked straight at Oli with a pissed off look and Jinxx looked straight past him, to me, with shocked eyes. I knew at least one tear had rolled down my cheek and I blocked out the talking between Oli and Ash. I so desperately wanted to hug Ash, to kiss him and get him to protect me. I couldn't.
"Help me," I mouthed to Jinxx before burying my face in the sheets, silently crying. I want it to stop, make it stop. I scratched my wrists and hips, and I heard my name. I looked up to see Jinxx reaching his hand out to me. Oli turned to glare at me.
"Come on," Jinxx encouraged,
"We're going to the studio, I forgot that your bag of clothes is in my room." Oli glared again, and I gulped, but I ignored it, scampering past him and taking Jinxx's hand, clinging onto his arm and he put his around my waist, helping my shaking frame to his room. "You better get changed if you're coming," Ash said ignorantly and I heard the door to my room close. I turned my head to see Ash giving me a look I only recognised as love, but it must be fake. No one loved me......