Roommates

I'm depressed leave me alone

Saturday night 7:45 pm

Ariana's POV
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I was out with Caleb and Ashly for three hours, completely off my phone might I add. Once I was walking to my dorm I took a look at my phone and there wasn't one notification from Shawn.

I didn't think much of it, he has his days. I opened the door to our dorm and it was dark. Quiet.

"Hello?"

"Shawn?"

"Are you here?"

Nothing. I walked to Shawn's room and it was opened. He's not in there. I then walked to my room and it was closed.

I slowly opened the door, to see him curled up with one of my pillows.

"Shawn are you okay" I asked softly. He hugged my pillow tighter and nodded.

I shook my head lightly, I walked over and sat next to him. I rubbed his back that was facing me.

"Rough day babe?" I asked soothingly. I felt him shift a little.

"No...kinda" he said quietly. He's never been like this. He was wearing a big black Nike hoodie and black Nike sweatpants. Also he was wearing a long sleeve shirt underneath his hoodie, by the way you could see the ends of the sleeve.

"Was it practice or classes" I asked getting even more concerned.

"Practice" he said in a low tone.

"What happened at practice baby boy" I asked sitting  on my bed and patted my thigh. He laid in between my legs and crossed his arms.

"Now tell me what happened" I asked running my fingers through his soft brown curls.

"So we were doing drills today and some scrimmages, then we had to do weigh ins for our coach to write down because in two weeks a trainer is coming to do special fitness testing and they needed all the information. It was my turn to weigh myself and coach said my weight was 190" he explained and I saw tears slightly build up around his eyes.

"T-then the guys were teasing me by calling me big or saying I was on the heavier side"

"I-"

"Sha-"

"Ariana do you think I'm heavy" his voice cracked and tears began streaming down his pale face. He sat up facing me with tears pouring out.

I've never seen him like this before

"What?! Are you crazy Shawn you aren't heavy at all" I said in complete shock.

"B-but the guys said I am heavy because I weigh 190" he cried softly. My heart was absolutely shattered.

"I looked at myself in the mirror and I couldn't stop crying from what they were saying to me" he cried. His tears streamed down his face.

"Shawn you aren't fat if that's what you're trying to get at" I frowned.

"B-but that's how they're making me feel" he said looking up at me. I got up from my bed and stood in front of him.

"Take your hoodie off" I said firmly.

"N-no I can't" he pouted.

"Shawn take your hoodie off"

He nodded and slipped it off leaving him in only his dark green long sleeve shirt.

"And the shirt baby" I smiled softly. He nodded and took it off. I motioned him to stand up and I walked him over to my full body mirror.

"Look at yourself baby, this is all pure muscle like damn you're getting a whole 8 pack and those arms are showing off how strong you are. Your legs oh my god they're so hot, when I watch you at your games and when I see that leg muscle mhmm you go baby" I said as I pointed out every single feature on him.

"And Shawn you're 6'3 of course you are gonna be a bit heavier, you're just so tall and very very built, all of this is muscle and you should be very proud of yourself" I said to him as he looked down at me.

"On top of that those guys on your team are like twigs and not as built as you, I love your body Shawn it's literal perfection and don't let their skinny ass' tell you different" I stood up on my tippy toes to give him a quick kiss.

"Thank you so much baby girl, I would literally be a whole ass mess without you" he chuckled softly wiping his tears away. I hugged him tightly.

"I love you big boy" I said looking up at him. He chuckles and placed a kiss on my forehead.

"I love you too baby girl"

"I love you too very very much"