Erika
We walked into school, I saw Ryan look at me.. I quickly looked away and tightened my grip of Jakes hand.
J- You ok?
I nodded my head.. We made it to our lockers and while we were talking, Ryan walked up to us, Jake held me close..
L- What do you want?
Ry- To talk to Erika
J- No
Ry- I think she can make her own decisions
The boys looked at me. I was panicking a little. I looked up at Jake quickly hugged him, digging my head into his chest..
J- Does that answer your question?
He walked away, but I didn't move from Jake..
We were sitting at lunch when Jake froze..
E- Bub you ok?
An- Jake?
L- Shit
I looked at Logan, I noticed they were both looking somewhere. I looked over and saw one of the most prettiest girls ever..
E- Who's that?
L- Alisha..
E- Mhm?
L- Jakes ex..
She looks- no, she's definitely popular.. Well I'm a total fucking downgrade..
She walked over and sat in front of us all..
A- Hi guys *smiles*
L- Why are you here?
A- I heard.. I have a replacement?
They looked at me..
E- Wouldn't call it that..
A- What would you call it then?
The boys looked at me too..
E- Wouldn't call it anything
A- Hm, why? What's different?
E- We aren't dating, that's a start
I looked at him, he looked down..
A- Ok, what else?
E- If you want me to be honest.. I'm not sure
A- How so?
E- I never was told about you
I looked at the boys.. kinda pissed off..
A- Oh no, drama? The worst
L- Pea-
I got up and walked away. I went up to my locker and opened it, grabbing my bag. I was about to walk away when I heard a shout.
Ry- Erika!
I began speeding up, but he caught me..
E- What do you want?
Ry- You..
He pulled me into the janitors closet..
E- No Ryan, stop
He didn't.. He began kissing..
E- Ryan stop!
I tried pinching myself.. this one has to be a dream.. but.. of course.. it wasn't..
I was left, on the ground, ripped underwear on. I was crying, looking up at the ceiling, unable to move, or scream for help.. He had cut my wrists.. just like in my dream, almost as if I saw this happen.. before it did..
I was laying in a pool of my own blood.. as I was about to shut my eyes, I heard screams..
?- ERIKA!
My eyes stayed open, I saw Jake hovering above me, I knew the other boys were here too. Tears fell down my cheeks.. Jake sat me up, I screamed in pain.. He held me close and I was able to open my eyes..
Everything came back to me.. reality..
Jake took off his hoodie- he had a shirt under- and he put it over my head. I could see the tears in his eyes.. When they picked me up, all I saw was black.. I was out cold..
