My Biggest Mistake

My biggest mistake(Part-5)

He caresses her forehead while sobing and held her hand
Mahir: bela aj tak jo bhi kiya uske liye mujhe maaf kar do bela mai janta jo maine kiya vo bohot galat tha aur aage bhi bohot galat karne jaa raha hun humare bacche ko maar raha hun bela lekin mai majburr hun tumse jyada important kuch bhi nahi hai bela vo baccha bhi nahi...bela vaise bhi yeh baccha meri nafrat hai aur ese marna hi sahi hai bela i love you bela you are the purest soul i ever met and i will not let you go away from me

He kisses her forehead
By his touch she woke up with jerk and found mahir around but because of darkness she can't see his face properly
Bela: Mahir ji
Mahir wipes his tears by controling his emotions

Bela: mahir kya baat hai aap chup kyun hai
Mahir:....
Bela: ma..mahir do you want me i mean do you need me because today you...

By hearing her words mahir again feels guilty and his emotions overcome upon his mind
He hugged her tightly making her lie on bed because of his weight and started crying

Mahir: yes bela i want you i need you bela plz hold me bela please don't leave me bela
Bela got worried and hugged him back tightly to console him
(guys i forgot to tell you he always sleep shirtless)

While he is crying badly unable to control his emotions now where bela is so much confused and shocked by his behaviour

Mahir(he is stammering): am sorry bela jo bhi mene kiya usske liye mai janta hun bela mene bohot galat kiya hai mai maafi ke layak nahi hun lekin bela til til mar raha hun mai apne iss guilt i behaved like a wild beast even beat u many times when i came drunk i never thought of your happiness i always hurt you.....even i never gave you any right on me but you...you always given all rights husband but i never notice your goodness i kept showing my worst side to you but you didn't utter a word against me....even you are a mordern girl you kept bearing all the inslut....just for your family...i kept you as a prisoner....but you still care for me....as the time passes your innocence your goodness started melting my heart...bela i gave you lots of humilation and pain..i even beated you when i came drunk and i treated u as a animal..on small stuffs only i beated you as a heart less person bela slapped you in our repection infront of everyone just because you danced with friend i whatever did is just ruthless and i shouldn't be forgiven for that...bela jee nahi paa raha please mujhe maar do bela i wanna die i don't want to live plz i am begging to u

Mahir is sweating and crying badly bela is shocked to relize he got panic attack
Bela started rubbing his back to calm him but all in vain he is still murmuring badly bela is least intrested to hear his words because her first priority calm him

He broke the hug and got up she is shivering badly and took out the gun from side table of bed by seeing this bela get up with jerk because of fear he will do something wrong
And he tries to hand over the gun to bela and places her hand on trigger

Mahir: t...tum mujhe maar do be...bela shoot me mai mar jaunga to tumhe dubara Torcher nahi kar paunga au... Aur mujhe meri saza bhi mil jayegi kyunki mai bohot bura hun bela..mai tumhare bina nahi reh sakta bela jo maine kiya hai usse ghin aati hai apne aap pe mai apne aap se nazre nahi mila paa raha..to tum mujhe maar do mai tumhare bina nahi jee sakta bela lekin mar sakta hun maar do mujhe

By saying this he placed gun on his chest while bela's finger placed on trigger
Mahir: p....plz m...maar do mujhe
He is just about to shoot himself 

But he got a tight slap by her and he drops the gun she pulls him into a passionate yet slow kiss she started smooched his upper lip by sucking lower one by pulling him more into her just to calm him she is trying her best till a minute its a one sided kisses then mahir also started responding by helding her waist by one hand and cheeck by other

While bela's hands travels to his shoulder to neck and then to his hairs its their first kiss in which both are envolved and its became a wanted one she poured all the love she have for him by the fact she is unknown
After a long kiss they back off both are breathing havily

Bela:aap theek hai na
Mahir: haan but bela i am sorry for my behaviour lekin bela mai sach keh mai gira hua hun mai inssan keh laane ke layak nahi hun

Bela cups his face
Bela: esa kyun bol rahe hai jo bui apne kiya usse piche jarur koi wajah hogi kyunki mai itna to jaan chuki hun apko mahir ji aj pehli baar sacchai dikh rahi hai pehli baar pyaar dikh raha aap humesha nazare churate the kyunki aap galat the aur yeh baat aap bohot acche se jante ho

Mahir: bela mai tumhare bina nahi jee sakta i want you every second of my life i wanna share everything with you agar tum pyaar zeher bhi khilaogi na toh bhi kha lunga bas mujhe chodke mat jana chahe koi bhi baat ho
He hugs her tightly

They remained in that position for a long time

Bela makes him lie and tells him to sleep but mahir pulls her on bed and then hovers her
Mahir: hume kal hospital jana kuch test ke liye so be ready in morning
She nodes silently while she pecks her forehead
And slept hugging her

Bela thinks: pata karna padega mahir ke achanak change bahaviour ke barre mein is it really guilt or he is acting
And she slept by thinking this

Mahir pov: kal bada din hai mai apne baache ko marne wala hun hope bela ko iss baare mein kuch pata na chale kyunki agar bela ko pata chala to mahi mai usse khona nahi chahta ye raaz humesha raaz hi rahega

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Guys i thought to increase it 2 or 3 more parts
And guys how's is this part do u liking the track
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