In anger person always does mistakes but some mistakes changes our lifes as
happened with mahir so....peep itno story now or u want to read whole concept in discribtion only ur still reading discribtion yaar read the story na 😅😜
ओह! यह छवि हमारे सामग्री दिशानिर्देशों का पालन नहीं करती है। प्रकाशन जारी रखने के लिए, कृपया इसे हटा दें या कोई भिन्न छवि अपलोड करें।
Bela
Here am taking flight to india dad forced me to comeback to attend that marriage beside it solve the misunderstanding btw us
But that misunderstanding created purposely by me There are so many thoughts in my mind
is he still mad at me?
Why won't he that day i was so cruel the words he never can ever think off i said in one breathe
Such a bitch am but i was forced to do that Sometimes a person only lives in our heart not in life
If i didn't do that..this marriage won't take place and i can't see sumi maa disapointed face and moreover what is happening is right
I know not only my heart is aching his too but what should i do am helpless
These thoughts took me to the day we faught
" mahir just leave i don't wanna be with u leave" i almost shouted
"bela koi baat hi gayi hain to hum usse solve kar sakte haina....ur ignoring me since 4 days i wanna know the damm reason" he said overlaping my voice
And pinned to wall "mahir chodo mujhe" i said coming out of his grip
"itni asani se nahi bela this time u can't leave coversation tell me the fucking reason bela" he squeezed my waist showing his rage causing me to flinch my eyes with fear
I pushed him with all my power "to reason sunna hai na tumhe to sunno mai tumhe isliye nazarandaaz karti hu kyunki mujhme sharam hai aur tum besharam ho" i can see the sudden change of shock in his eyes
"yeh kya bol rahi ho bela" he said stammering
"that's the reason mahir tum vo ladke ho jisse kabhi ek ladki purri nahi padti pehle tumhe ruhi purri nahi padi to mujhe shadi karli jabardasti....to satisfy ur so called man's ego aur jab tumhe mai bhi purri nahi padi to anu kal tumhe usse koi acchi mil jayegi to tum usse bhi chod doge" i said shouting on him while he is all silent
"tum mere baare aisa soch bhi kese sakti ho bela ur questioning my character" i observed the heavyness in his voice
"i am not questioning i know which type of man ur who just want women to warm ur bed" i said hurting me too i don't why am saying to him but i have to make him to hate me
"bas bohot bol li ab tum tumhe ye sochti ho mere baare mein mai apni jaan tumhare kadamo rakhta hu bela magar apni self respect nahi...mai aj tak tumhare alwa kisske kareeb nahi gaya hu but today ur words hurt me bela this hurt me so bad mai ye kabhi nahi bhulunga" he said thowing the side vase
"hona bhi chahiye hurt aur jhoot bolna band karo atleast uss baache ko mat karo hurt its ur baby mahir and i don't want be the step mother of ur baby"
"i am just so done with u" i sighed
"what do u mean by that" he said questioning
"i wanna end this maariage and i can't live with the man who rapped me on our first night and tortured me mentally" i said spilling tears down to my cheecks
"tumhe" intruppted "haan yaad aa gaya mujhe sab kuch humari shadi tumhara dhokha sab kuch" now i can see he holding on his tears
"bela am guilty for it but plz trust me" he said helding my hands with pleading eyes
"trust u itna sab kuch karne ke baad u have the audacity to say ki mujhe aap trust karna chahiye iss waqat mai sirf nafrat kar rahi hu tumse mahir i hate u" now he is silent
"bohot hogaya bela u wanna end ohk let's end this the relationship which don't have trust can only give pain so let's this soon" He left causing me to brust in tears
Juhi jerked me taking out of these thoughts "bela ur crying" i wipped my tears
"kuch yaad aa gaya" i said looking other side "kuch yaad aaya tha yaa mahir" she said smirking
"stop it i hate him" with that she laughed i know what is coming next
"we all know how much u hate him" she said sarcastically
"good" i said adverted my gaze to other side Yes they all r right i love him so freaking much but i am helpless to do this
But now am craving for him wanna see him wanna touch him and wanna hug him wanna be with him forever but that's not possible
Whatever i feel with him is so beautiful But seeing him with another girl is so worst feeling the my heart aches when anu claims him hers ______________________________________ So here is a next upadate
Happy birthday my jingoor pearbhi_life_2910 i know after reading u wanna cut me as ur cake U wanna beat me hard
I don't wanna post this on ur bd but i promised u i will post daily I am so sorry
Sorry to all
i know u all already appointed goon to beat me 😂😂😂 but am smart i won't tell u my name
