Love You More

the hospital

        So possibly if i am feeling better i will just have to spend the rest of today and tomorrow here. Then the next morning i will wake up and go home. I really hope this will be the case because i absolutely hate hospitals.

        I don;t even know what to do here either while i am in the hospital. The hospital stinks. They have crappy tvs with no netflixs and the only other chose is to play on my phone and not only that they have crappy snacks. No sour cream and onion chips, no twizzlers, no chocolate. It is all hospital food! I hate hospital food!

        At least i can talk to Matt. that makes my day better. Just seeing him makes my day. If i think about it I only now have 4 days left till Nashville and Nashville will be great i know it will.

        I went on my phone and got on twitter becaus i haven't been on twitter in a long time!! I can;t believe it is even possible that i have been off it this long!

       So I log on and there are so many tweets like get well soon bbg!!!, and we miss you can' twait till Nashville i know it will be great, and just so many nice things. Even all the magcon boys tweeted to me.

        Nash said ," I hope you feel well bbg we got Nashville soon and you need to feel better to go. I am praying for you. Ilove you!!!"

        Taylor said," Get well soon girl we got to rock bandanas together some time in Nashville and if you don't feel better we can't twin and we just need to love you feel better!"

        Cameron said," Girl don't listen to Taylor we will twin caus ewe are bff. I need my bff in Nashville with me rocking some super sexy cameron tees kk love you get better!!"

        Then Taylor tweeted back, "Hurt full i mean why can't we just be triplets??!!!???!"

Haye said," Don't listen to cam and Taylor their idiots acting all crazy. I hope you feel better see you in Nashville. It will be great!! praying for you!!!."

        Carter said, "Girl wear what you want to you don't have to twin or triplet with anyone except me jk I hope you feeling better can't wait to see you hope your doing well bye!!!"

 Jack j said, "girl we love you you need to get better you are so funny and you care about us. Love you feel better girl Nashville will be here before you know it!!!"

        Jack G. said," bbg what can i say jack already filled it up you are amazing and i love you get better and i will see you in Nahville!!!"

        Then came Matt's which was like a paragraph," I love you so much get better soon. You make my days better and i smile everytime i see you. Nashville is coming and i need you there.I love you so much babe you are so thoughtful and caring and all of us need you. You are so fun and loving. Without you my days would be shadowy and glum. Ilove you so much and we all can't wait to see you in Nashville although i already see your gorgeous face siting next to me its not the same when its all depressed in a depressing hospital. I can't wait to see that sparke back love you!!!!!!!!

         I just couldn't help but smile. Matt is so amazing i mean all the guys are. I was just a little confused why Dillon didn't say anything oh well i know he cares.

 But then i saw this mean and rude tweet about me.

        It said," I am glad she is hurt withall the things she has done to me i hate her. I hope what ever she has kills her this girl is no good she deserves death!!! "

        I got so scared i looked at who said this. It was Andrea. Wait she is in jail how could this happen?? All i know is she is back!! How is she back!! how could this happen?? she is in jail this isn't fair!! but she is back and now we all need to watch out!!