I'm right here......

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(Warning: angst. Depression, mentions of cutting.)
(Shin p.o.v.)

'Monster!'
'Freak!'
'villain!'
'die already!'

I sit up in my bed crying. Another nightmare...... I look at my arms and legs, remembering all the cuts. 'should I?.......No! I have to stay strong! Just for Denki.' I curl up and silently cry. 'it hurts........ So much....' I didn't even notice the door opening.

(Pikachu's p.o.v.)

I wake up and I hear someone crying. 'who's crying? Wait........ SHIN!' I immediately get up and rush out. I knock on his door, but no one answers. As I slowly open his door, I see Shinso curled up on his bed, crying. I close the door and rush to him. As I hug him, he flinches, but slowly hugs back. "What's wrong babe?" "N-nothing...... Don't worry about me...." "Babe, you're crying, please tell me." I look into his eyes and wipe away the tears. He sighs and agrees. "I have depression and insomnia. Whenever I do sleep, I have nightmares. But this one was different. You were in it and you started say mean things...... You said you hated me...... That... I should die.... Then I woke up..." I was crying at this point. I hug him with such force we fall back, his head hitting the pillows. "Please don't leave me........" "Never will, promise. Besides, I have something similar. My quirk makes electric run through me, which makes it hard to sleep. So I take medicine for it. But I can sleep if I'm near someone I care about."

I can feel Shinso wrap his arms around me. I look up and see him smiling. I smile and kiss his nose, which makes him chuckle.

"I don't deserve you...."
"Well, in my opinion you do, so no fussing!"
He chuckles again and kisses me. I kiss back as he moves his hands around my body. I moaned slightly and he pulled away.

"I love you baby...."
"I love you too babe..."
I lay my head on his shoulder. After a bit I fall asleep.

(I'm going to update this at random, I'm going through a few things, so sorry if you guys want it on the regular. I did try, but I basically failed. Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, and thanks for the support. Cya.)

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