Edges of my heart

chapter 19

Chapter 19
                   I   Called his full name Bryan Ba west as I clapped my hand sitting at the edge of the bed with a red eye looking at him, the glass of coffee fell from his hands as a result of fear, tia is not what you think, I guess his name rings a bell knowing he only told me while chatting as Bryan. How could I said, so you let me tell you my weakness you fooled me, oga my virginity, the car, how did I forget to check the document, may full name was there and I didn’t bother to think of how you knew my name, when you and I know it’s only Bryan that knows which is you.
I  stood up raising my voice, you are the most disgusting pathetic fool, if you think I am the loser then you must be a joker, deceitful jerk fine you have all the wealth in the world ,I said  standing right in front of him, stepping on broken glass with both of us not minding, he tries to talk but I stopped him with my hand on his face, don’t you daresay a word in a crying voice, you can’t buy me, is that why you choose to lie and buy me a car and to think I was wrong the other day we argued, meanwhile you were the one hiding this dark secrets, you know I use to think I was a very smart girl but you played your card well bro, tia is not like that he said I was going to tell you when today ; I asked, nodding his head crying, please don’t ever call me ,I said, keep your fake love and fake tear to yourself, the tears were real though but in the moment needed something  to say, a glass pierced underneath my toe skin, ouch, I screamed, squatting at the door, he makes a run for it as I shove my hand in the air stop, I am fine, you know what I throw the key to him and ran for the door not looking at his mum or sister, I reached the front of the mansion, waiting for a tax, this time blood was rushing from my big toe as the pain was beginning to hit on me, it made mercy out in pain, it was passed ten in the night, I was about to enter the cab when buy came out shouting Tiana…,I didn’t look back and told the driver Alberta, where I was supposed to meet Bryan initially, cried plugging in my earphones as I recall how we first met and all the times we met and not knowing he was Brayan. His texted came up as I blocked him immediately that he could reach me as my anger grew.

I texted Lucy telling her to meet me in vespas hotel in Alberta,  she said to be on her way as, bed of lies played from the cars radio, why now, I didn’t know when I started crying out loud making the driver scared, madam we are her, I looked out to see vera’s hotels filled with Youngsters lighting know out. I almost forgot his new year eve, I paid the cap man and went to book a room, then lucky came in thirty minutes, I hugged her saying we broke up. She got me a cup of coffee and asked what happened. She felt so sorry after narrating to her the whole story I went to the veranda looking at couples enjoying their eve and wished I didn’t come out today at all then maybe I wouldn’t have found out at all. I messaged my family happy new year, wondering how bad I am of  a sister, should have stayed with vera who would be bored as fuck not like am not bored but it is just not a good way  to begin the way lucky joined me in the balcony as the countdown begins,10,9,8,7,……321 HAPPY NEW YEAR  I hear people scream as there where fireworks on the air, when something like happy new year fills the with bright colors, I hugged Lucy and thanked her for spending the news years eve with me, what of your girlfriend she will understand I worked into a cozy room realizing how suited it was.
I took my bath and worked to the bed to find Lucy under the duvet cuddled up as I joined her. She wrapped me from behind and hugged me tight. I was beginning to fell the heat as I turned to face her, we kept on looking each other’s eyes, still half hugging me with her hand on my waist, I made my way to her skirt and my fingers reached her panties she let out a light moon, knowing fully well I’m in bed with my roommate who is a lesbian. My face were mere inches from hers what are you doing she asked, are you drunk Tianna? No, just be quiet please I plead as my tongue trailed down the slide of her neck. Moving her panties to the side I dipped a finger inside of her she was already soaking wet with excitement. How’s that? “I         I   Called his full name Bryan Ba west as I clapped my hand sitting at the edge of the bed with a red eye looking at him, the glass of coffee fell from his hands as a result of fear, tia is not what you think, I guess his name rings a bell knowing he only told me while chatting as Bryan. How could I said, so you let me tell you my weakness you fooled me, oga my virginity, the car, how did I forget to check the document, may full name was there and I didn’t bother to think of how you knew my name, when you and I know it’s only Bryan that knows which is you.
I  stood up raising my voice, you are the most disgusting pathetic fool, if you think I am the loser then you must be a joker, deceitful jerk fine you have all the wealth in the world ,I said  standing right in front of him, stepping on broken glass with both of us not minding, he tries to talk but I stopped him with my hand on his face, don’t you daresay a word in a crying voice, you can’t buy me, is that why you choose to lie and buy me a car and to think I was wrong the other day we argued, meanwhile you were the one hiding this dark secrets, you know I use to think I was a very smart girl but you played your card well bro, tia is not like that he said I was going to tell you when today ; I asked, nodding his head crying, please don’t ever call me ,I said, keep your fake love and fake tear to yourself, the tears were real though but in the moment needed something  to say, a glass pierced underneath my toe skin, ouch, I screamed, squatting at the door, he makes a run for it as I shove my hand in the air stop, I am fine, you know what I throw the key to him and ran for the door not looking at his mum or sister, I reached the front of the mansion, waiting for a tax, this time blood was rushing from my big toe as the pain was beginning to hit on me, it made mercy out in pain, it was passed ten in the night, I was about to enter the cab when buy came out shouting Tiana…,I didn’t look back and told the driver Alberta, where I was supposed to meet Bryan initially, cried plugging in my earphones as I recall how we first met and all the times we met and not knowing he was Brayan. His texted came up as I blocked him immediately that he could reach me as my anger grew.

I texted Lucy telling her to meet me in vespas hotel in Alberta,  she said to be on her way as, bed of lies played from the cars radio, why now, I didn’t know when I started crying out loud making the driver scared, madam we are her, I looked out to see vera’s hotels filled with Youngsters lighting know out. I almost forgot his new year eve, I paid the cap man and went to book a room, then lucky came in thirty minutes, I hugged her saying we broke up. She got me a cup of coffee and asked what happened. She felt so sorry after narrating to her the whole story I went to the veranda looking at couples enjoying their eve and wished I didn’t come out today at all then maybe I wouldn’t have found out at all. I messaged my family happy new year, wondering how bad I am of  a sister, should have stayed with vera who would be bored as fuck not like am not bored but it is just not a good way  to begin the way lucky joined me in the balcony as the countdown begins,10,9,8,7,……321 HAPPY NEW YEAR  I hear people scream as there where fireworks on the air, when something like happy new year fills the with bright colors, I hugged Lucy and thanked her for spending the news years eve with me, what of your girlfriend she will understand I worked into a cozy room realizing how suited it was.
I took my bath and worked to the bed to find Lucy under the duvet cuddled up as I joined her. She wrapped me from behind and hugged me tight. I was beginning to fell the heat as I turned to face her, we kept on looking each other’s eyes, still half hugging me with her hand on my waist, I made my way to her skirt and my fingers reached her panties she let out a light moon, knowing fully well I’m in bed with my roommate who is a lesbian. My face were mere inches from hers what are you doing she asked, are you drunk Tianna? No, just be quiet please I plead as my tongue trailed down the slide of her neck. Moving her panties to the side I dipped a finger inside of her she was already soaking wet with excitement. How’s that? “I  continued  to roam her neck. She began to pant.  My tongue slid down her throat and in between the opening of her blouse.  I came on top of her still under the duvet as my fingers kept exploring her insides.
       Lucy touched the fabric of my joggers rubbing me from outside , I bite my lips as I made a move to kiss her.  My first time kissing a girl.  My tongue lightly licked her lips, teasing her while my finger moved in and out of her. Before I knew it, her hand reached down the front of my joggers, she breathed in and out several times as she moaned, I pulled down her skirt, kissing her down from her belly button to her torso, I licked her way down and dipped my tongue, damn I know what guys are tasting, it was hot and salty in a way but it had more of a feminine  scent and Lucy always smelt of raspberry guess it wasn't a big deal perceiving the same.
       She grabs my hair pushing my head up and down as she tries to unbutton her blouse, I admire her large round boobs which were partially covered by a lace bra, I unhook it and put my whole mouth on one nipple as I dipped my finger back into her torso. She came so immediately. She turned me over and kissed me.  Her lips were soft and I felt so good and dominant . I  saw Lucy as a girl,a baby who needs to be taken care of, I don't know why she choosed girls over guys as I reason I got to understand  as Lucy rubbed her torso over mine, we were both naked , touching and squeezing each other breasts, moaning in pleasure as I grabbed her head and pulled it closer and kissed her passionately.
      Honestly, I don't know if it's the hurt of Bryan that made me do it but I haven't felt this good before, we both knew where to touch and it made us come the same time.  We bounced to the bed at once facing the ceilings panting, you are so fucking good tia,lucy said, as she dozed off immediately.