Camila Finds Her Mommy (A Camren Ageplay Story)

Ch 24 the Weekend

Lauren Pov: I woke up to a light shining through my blinds as i looked at my clock and saw it was 12:00 pm
Lunch time and i had barely gotten up. I know that i wasent the biggest morning person but waking up this late was clearly a sign that this weekend was not gonna be easy.
I kept thinking of camila and her tears as i drove away and headed to my parents home. It had been a few years since we all left our homes and being back really made me think of all the times we had before we went out into the world on our own. I guess a better way to put it is together me and camila never were alone and i had lost sight of that. I woke up fully and got showered and headed downstairs to see my mom and dad eating
A hot plate was layed in my spot were i used to eat and i took this opportunity to talk to my mom and dad about my life. Ofcourse them being my parents i knew the question would come up and like a promise made on new years it did.
"So what happened to camila"
Clara asked as she passed the orange juice to me. I took a heavy sigh knowing i couldent possibly tell her the truth and when i began to speak about a scenerio that clearly wasent what happened my mother stopped me. "Lauren dinah told us what happened...."
I felt my words caught in my throat as i muttered out 6 words.
I...dont..know...what...to...do
"I know lauren"
By the time i got all that out i had my mother giving me a hug the absolute opposite thing i was expecting her to do and say.
"You hurt her and lost control
To tell you the truth i did with you too" i felt a shock that my mother revealed this to me and before i could respond. "But!! That dosent mean it continues when i hurt you as a kid
I couldent forgive myself and hearing you doing it to camila only makes me regret it more... As your mother im not gonna force you to change but i am willing to help you."
My mother took a card from the table and handed it too me.
This is Dr.Lovato shes the daughter of the therapist who helped me with my anger and i know she went into the same field as her mother
Let her help you lauren.
I didnt know that tears were going down my face but i wiped them away and grabbed the card giving my mom a nod. The rest of the weekend i spent time with my dad fishing playing cards and painting alot of the stuff i dont do anymore being a mommy to camila. By the time the weekend ended i packed my things and headed to bed because the next day i would go back and see camila again.
A smile formed on my face and i
Realized that maybe it has been awhile being a mommy to camila that
I forgot that i have needs and need to grow up myself.
I vow i will get help and become a better person for camila
And more importantly for myself.

To be continued