Little Did They Know

Nights alone

     "Princess." Yoongi breathed holding me close.

    "Yes oppa?" I questioned him batting my eyelashes.

    "I only punish you because your bad, but please don't feel bad. You are perfect and beautiful." He chuckled looking me in the eye making me blush,"now would you like to talk about why you've been little these past few days?"

    "Yoongi please don't." I pleaded wanting to drop the subject. There wasn't much to say in my opinion. I've been under a lot of stress let alone Joonies whole relationship.

    "Princess you can always talk to me about anything just remember that." He spoke kissing my forehead. I smiled up at him admiring his kind he could be.

    "Oppa I appreciate your concern but that is not necessary so please lets not talk about it." I responded finding my way to my feet.

    "Aw looks like your back to the social standard. No fair I dislike that this seems to always bring you back." He huffed joining me as I rolled my eyes.

    "Whatever Yoon let's go I'm sure Joonie is wondering just what you've done to his little sister." I spoke making my way out of the apartment. 

     I raced down the steps because a elevator seemed so boring. I needed time to think I've been slipping so much lately and honestly I'm not even sure I can understand why. This is the same stress I've been dealing with for the past few years. Taking a deep breath stopping after making it down the first three flights of stairs. Honestly how do you explain why you become little? That's not something I want to go through. Don't get we wrong I'm truly thankful for the guys and how supportive they are no matter what. Just what happenes when they can't be or I'm being unreasonable. Yoongi seems to be the only one that can pull me out of it not that I mind being little. I continued my inner monologue  as I made it down the last four flights of stairs. Walking my way across the parking garage I sighed I knew Yoongi had to have made it down here already so where is he? Huffing as I tapped my shoe on the concrete I looked up to see him pulling up to me a smile plastered on his face.

     "Get in princess before your brother continues to blow up my phone. We've been gone a few hours now." He spoke casually as if we weren't gone so long because of him making me roll my eyes. 

     "Whatever loser take us home." I responded getting in the passengers side as he sped off into streets of Seoul. Shockingly Yoongi's apartment wasn't far from the place we all shared together. We arrived in no time. Thus why I'm not sure as to why he rushed us knowing how close we were. Walking into our home I was me with curious glances and an angry Joonie. His eyes darted behind me finding Yoongi.

    "Just where were you? You where supposed to go and Get her and bring her home. She has a lot of work to finish. Let alone after running off to be gone so long with someone who was supposed to bring her to big hit so we could talk through this." Joon complained grabbing Yoongi by the calor waiting for an explanation.

    "She was upset so I bought her some ice cream and we talked about what had been bothering her is all. After we finished we came right back." Yoongi spoke up as if it was the obvious thing to do making me scoff.

    "Whatever losers I'm going to do some recording and work on my vocals chow." I spoke up waving everyone off before locking myself into Joons studio. I head laughter erupt from the other room as I closed the door behind me. Only to be stopped just as it was about to latch by a foot in the door way. The person pushing their way in before closing the door behind them. They hugged me tightly with no question as they basically towered over me. My face pressed into their chest making me gasp for air.

     "Don't ever run off like that again please." He spoke softly releasing me from his grasp so I could breath. Looking up I was met with Jungkook His face scrunched in worry.

    "Kookie I'm sorry, I can be such a brat when I'm little. I know it's not fair to you and I know that you don't want to have to take care of me. I'm trying really I am I don't want to always be small." I responded feeling a few tears slip from my eyes knowing this is how I truly felt. 

     "No don't apologise for being you. I just please let me take care of you but never run off again. I was scared what if something happened an no one could come to your rescue? I just so many thoughts where running through my head and I didn't know what to do. An hyung's weren't much help. I mean Yoongi got you back and you weren't little anymore but I shouldn't always have to rely on everyone else when it comes to you." He responded moving my hair behind my ear as he smiled at me.

    "Thank you kook so much." I responded hugging him,"so you wanna work on this track we're doing together?"

    "Of course kitten lets get to work." Kook responded as we began sampling some melodies for the song as he worked on his part. 

     I wanted the base of the track to star with a simple piano as we added in some bass in amplify the underlying emotions of the song. We continued on this switching off with the vocals before we finally decided to record our shared parts at the end. I spent at least two hours after that tweaking with the rhythm and melodies before we finally deemed it possibly finished.

    "I wanna start practicing this song tomorrow kookie so no matter what happens no matter how small I may feel please don't let me flake out. This is beyond important for me and us to do. Everyone's counting on the success of this single Even if that doesn't sound fun." I spoke up as Jungkook wa listening quietly to the sample of the song I had already sent him.

    "No problem princess I'll make sure we work on this some more. We could harmonise this better for one thing." He replied smiling at me," I'm sure dinner is about to be served let go eat."

    I waved him off to the kitchen as I sighed exhausted from my day. Taking a seat back in the studio chair I sighed. Mentally I wasn't ready for anything and I honestly wasn't hungry in the slightest. I had no desire to actually eat at least not right now. Standing up i moved over to the couch on the other side of the room. Looking up at the ceiling I thought back to when I really first started to become little. I wasn't more then sixteen o most people thought I was just being a childish teen. An I guess that's how it started but  I never really revisited why this is. I know there was some pretty bad thing to happen when I was younger but I didn't think it would lead to this. I wish I could stay big most of the time but I just can't. My own mind won't let me it's hard for me to stay like this everyday. I wasn't sure how long I stayed like this but once I actually got up the house was quiet an most of the lights were off. I froze in place trying to reassure myself everything was going to be okay. My fight of flight sense kicking in telling me to scream. Only I couldn't move let alone form words. My vision began to blur as tears made its way down my face as my lip trembled. The hallway seemed to be getting darker by the second and i wasn't sure I would be able to do anything. Squeezing my eyes shut tight I opened the closest door to me slamming it shut after I made it in the room. Blindly reaching for a lightswitch until I finally found it engulfing the current room with light. Opening my eyes hearing various groans I began immensily crying unable to stop.

    "Oppa. Dark. Scared . Save me oppa." I hiccuped inbetween crying. Soon I was pulled into a tight embrace.

    "It's okay little princess its okay." A deep voice reassured me rubbing circles into my back. A dee voice that could only belong to one person. Taehyung.

     "Hey princess come sleep with me. I'm sure Tae would love to join us everything is gonna be okay." Jungkook spoke sleepily snuggling back into his pillow as he motioned for me to join them. Tae pulled me along as I squeezed in between them as the both held tightly onto me to stop my tears hushing me to sleep. I soon found my dreams peacefully between them as if I didn't have a mental breakdown just a few moment ago.

An: So nothing really happened in this chapter sorry I was distracted by bts going live because of the come back an well... My mind went blank they just had to go live after I had already gotten a few hundred words and my ideas for this chapter disappeared with Jimin's sweet laughing face, Yoongi and his smile not to mention their chaotic energy with everything they do. Anywho thanks for sticking out my dry spells you guys are awesome