Little Did They Know

10.A bullied Kittens cries

      "Well answer me!" he shouted as Min-Sook just smirked. My lip quivered as I reached out tugging on his sleeve.

    "Oppa." I let out softly trying to get his attention as Min-sook looked in my direction. She wanted to try and get a reaction out of Kookie and I knew this wouldn't end well.

    "Kitten why don't you wait in the kitchen or me and I'll pour you some juice in your princess mug." Jungkook let out looking down at me with a soft smile. Shaking my head in compliance I let go of him begining to leave the room as she finally opened her mouth.

   "Just told her she acts ridiculous as if she's a child to get attention is all." She answered the smug look never leaving her face. As the front door opened to our current situation tears staining my cheeks.

    "Oppa. I Don't!" I cried dashing off only to collide with someone who I was not expecting.

    "Just what is going on here Jungkook?" Jin questioned pulling me off of him to get a good look at us all.

   "Aw the little kitten is crying. Poor kitten." Hobi cooed pulling me in for a hug.

   " No oppa Kookie didn't do anything." I stammered looking up at him pleading for him to drop it.

     As a few more tears escaped from me in desperation I didn't want them to hear those awful things be said about me. Nor did I ever want to hear someone speak of me in such ways. With such lies as if I really choose to do this everyday sometimes my mental state can't cope I'm sorry. I knew there was something wrong with me I can never be normal. Pushing my thoughts aside while Jin went to open his mouth once again My eyes widened in fear. My senses kicking in I rushed to my room locking the door behind me. Sliding down against my door I let out a deep breath. My eyes watering again as my tears spilled freely. I could hear muffled yells coming from down stairs making me cry harder. I always cause such problems maybe they would be happier if I was never around? I questioned myself thinking what would be best for everyone. They didn't deserve to deal with such backlash for taking up for me. I'm such a burden to them why? 

    My tears continued as I felt my body shaking uncontrollably from my darkening thoughts. I wanted to be big I really did. I wanted to be someone strong for them for everyone, but I can't. I always wanted to be like Joonie Oppa. He's smart, strong, and he's handsome. His dimples are the cutest and then there's me. My dimples not nearly as prominent nor am I very smart. Not to mention I could never be as strong physically of mentally as him. Joonie is really amazing. An I feel bad he was stuck with a little sister like me. I wasn't sure how long I was up here. How long my tears have been flowing or how loud my sobs may have been. An I certainly wasn't aware of the constant vibration coming from the other side of my door. As my sobs got quieter I finally heard the banging on my door. Trying to calm myself down before my lips quivered once again.

   "Go away." I squeaked out some how finding my voice. My throat was burning from my constant tears and I wasn't sure if I could continue.

    "Open the door." The person responded flatly. Shaking my head as if they could see me denying them access. What if they were mad at me and hated me too. What if they thought I looked like a slut? What if they thought I do everything for attention. I couldn't face that not in a million years.

   "Go away." I spoke once again my voice barely above a whisper.  Scrambling to my feet I peeled off my dress letting it fall to the floor. Kicking my heels to the side as I found a pair of shorts and one of Joonies old tee shirts that reached down to my knees. I sighed looking myself over in the mirror sighing at my pathetic state maybe I am just a baby. Slowly walking back over to my bed I grabbed Chimchim taking a seat at my desktop. Sending a copy of the file to our song to Joonie hopefully he would know what to do with this right now. Resting my head on the cold wood desk I felt my eyes start to water again. Sighing I closed my eyes tightly trying to think of happy thoughts.

    "Princess it's time to come out now. It's time for dinner you don't want oppa to be upset because your starving yourself now do you?" A voice called out. My eyes shot open. Oppa's upset? They aren't mad at me? Getting up to my feet I rushed over to the door opening it to reveal ad relieved Taehyung seeing my face.

     "Oppa you all don't hate me?" I questioned in small voice as his eyes widened in shock before a dark look crossed over his eyes.

   "Princess we could never hate you now come on let's get you something to eat." He soothed rubbing my back ushering me along to the dining room.

   "Oppa I'm sorry." I mutter looking down to me feet.

   "You have nothing to be sorry for. Here princess would it make you fee a little better if I carried you?" He questioned smiling at me softly.

   "Aw pwease Oppa that would be awesome." I replied with enthusiasm from his offer as he scooped me up holding me on his hip. We continued our journey to the dining room this time finally arriving to be met with so many worried glances.

   "Here princess take a seat. Jin hyung has been working hard on this just for you." Tae spoke up making my eyes grow with wonder at just what he could have made just for me. Just as if on cue Jin enter with my favorite foods in the world. Spaghetti, chicken marinara, orange chicken, Sweet and sour pork and of course hamburgers and fries. An last but not least steak Jin Oppa prepared a whole feast of food just for me.

    "Oh my, Thank you Oppa!" i shouted in excitement seeing him smile.

    "Anything for such a cute princess." He let out as the boys started making their own collective plates while Jimin stopped giving me a closed eye smile before reaching a fork out to my lips.

   "Here princess open up." He cooed as I opened my mouth accepting his offer. As jimin continued to feed me an the tension somewhat seemed to fade until someone coughed to get out attention.

     "Princess." Yoongi spoke up this time," you know we care a lot about you and we want to keep you safe no matter what."

   "An with that in mind when someone is being mean to you, you should speak up we just want whats best for you. An for you to always feel safe okay." Jin continued.

   "We would never think differently of you. You are my little firefly. My baby sister you are more important than anyone could ever imagine. An I know this is hard for you I do , but what did Min-Sook say to you? It's okay if you aren't ready to peak about it but I just want to know what happen. Kookie said he didn't even know just that when he got back you were crying. And I don't ever want you to feel like you need to cry because of someone like her." Joonie continued giving me a soft smile. My own smile fell from my face as I shook my head back and fourth. I didn't ever want to repeat it I didn't want them to hear such things about me even if they weren't true.

    "Hey, hey cutie it's okay you don't have to talk about it. I'ts okay we promise." Jimin reassured.

    "(Y/n) I'm sorry. I know today was already hard with the live performance and for us to come home I didn't know she'd be here let alone treat you any kind of way. I'm sorry I wasn't right there to stop her." Kookie breathed out a look of defeat washing over him as if he failed me.

   "Kookie."I spoke up in a bright voice drawing his attention to me, "Kookie." I spoke a little louder furrowing my eyebrows we he looks back don at his hands, "Kookie!" I squealed this time.

   "What is it princess" Hobi questioned.

    "Kookie!": i squealed again as he sighed looking up at me. Reaching out to him he smile picking me up over the table.

    "What is it princess?" He asked as he held me to his chest making me smile as I kissed his cheek.

   " Kookie. Safe." I let out hugging him as he hugged me tightly to his chest.

    "Okay princess time for bed." JIn spoke happily, "Kook why don't you put her down for bed I'm sure after today she would really appreciate it if you do." As Jin closed his mouth I shook my head in disagreement. I didn't want to sleep alone.

    "No oppa  I wanna sleep with you and Tae again." I whined making the boys laugh.

   "Okay princess you can sleep with us tonight." He chuckled looking at my excitement.

An: So tell me what's you favorite song off map of the soul seven?