You'll Be Mine

Chapter Twenty- Six

I feel numb. Almost as if my life is flashing before my eyes - wait, it is. I am amazed to not have recognized him. I never truly spoke with him. Just to ask if he was okay. I'm a horrible person. I never walked him home to be assured he would make it back okay. I was always too busy with being with my friends who would just stab me in the back in middle school. I could have helped... But I was too selfish.

I sigh to myself and remember to get dressed. But my feet feel heavier than before and I just might fall over. I look around his room and I see his dresser. I walk towards it and pull out a Detroit lions tee shirt and put it on a pair of his plaid boxers. They were baggy, but they work. I see a body mirror in the corner of the room by a little desk. I stand before the mirror to see a sad image. I am wearing barely any clothes which are way too baggy for my body. I am getting thinner... Before getting here I was already under the healthy weight range... My face looks pale and there are dark circles around my eyes. I look like a bloody mess.

The bruises are slowly going away. I lift up my shirt to expose my still cut up stomach that shows off my very noticeable rib cage. I sigh once again of utter disappointment.

"Hey, you need food... That's not good at all."

I snap my head back.

"I'm not hungry... Can I eat tomorrow? I'm exhausted. What time is it anyway?"

"It's about 1 in the morning. Let's sleep, but tomorrow I'm cooking us an amazing breakfast. You need to fatten up, doll."

"Sounds good."

I can't help but smile at him. I know, I'm pathetic. But I just can't stay so mad at anyone.

"Jump in bed, I need to get dressed. And it looks like you got in my clothes before I could."

He laughs at me and I smile like an idiot.

"Are those my boxers you're wearing?"

I nod.

"That's actually cute. Let me get dressed."

I run over to his bed and jump on. Then suddenly jump off remembering what has happened on this bed.

"What's the problem?"

"You fucked her on this bed. I can't sleep here."

His smile drops a little.

"Don't worry, after tonight this bed will mean nothing but the care I have for you. Once you sleep in it, it will mask over that mess."

My smile returns and I slide under the blankets. I look over to see Matt turned around and he already has another pair of his plaid boxers on. I see his back that has light muscle. He turns to me and I see his beautifully sculpted body. He notices me staring and my cheeks light up.

"Enjoying the view, doll?"

"Umm... I mean... Well. I don't... I wouldn't say-"

I kept stumbling over my words.

"It's fine, I'll probably do whatever it takes to accidentally grap your ass tonight."

My mouth drops.

"I thought you said her body was better?"

"I never said that. I said she has bigger tits. That doesn't mean anything. You have the perfect size. You're a c-cup which is the best. It's not too big or small. Enough to hold in my hand and love. I think I love your butt the most. It's so big and amazing to hold. I dream of kissing you deeply while holding and rubbing your ass. I want it. Maybe some time I can do these things."

I am speechless...

"Matt, that was a lot."

"I could spend forever complimenting you. I've watched and admired you and your body for quite the time. I love your body. "

He walks to the bed with just his boxers on and slips under the blankets with me. His body snuggles to mine and we fit perfectly with each other. My head fits under his and in his neck. He turns the light off and we resume back to the same position.

"I have a question, Matt."

"Ask away, doll."

"How many other girls have you.... Done that with..."

"Lucky for you, I've never dated. But It does suck to say I've used the girls I took. All but one. "

"So how many is that? And why not the one?"

"That's five times. Now you and the whore. So that's seven."

"How about the girl?"

"Her name was Ashlyn. She was a huge whore. I was about to fuck her but she said she loved me. I don't know why, but I just couldn't take on something like that. It made me feel as if I had to fuck her. I didn't want to have to do something like that. So I stabbed her..."

"Oh."

"Yeah."

The same infamous awkward silence filled the room.

"Go to bed, doll."

His lips once again lightly press against my forehead and my heart soars. I look up and stare into his beautiful bluish green eyes. My lips crash against his and our lips move in sync. His tongue pushes through my lips and circles my tongue. My body tenses against his and I feel his hand run up and down my back. He kisses down my face to my neck and my heart is racing. His hand also traces down until it reaches my butt.

He parts from kissing me.

"Fuck, I've wanted this for so long."

I bite my lip and moan a little. Our kiss resumes and I feel his hand cup against my bottom. He moans and I can't help but join.

"I want to fuck you so bad..."

"I don't think tonight is the night."

He nods and kisses me once more.

"It's time to sleep, baby doll. Sleep well."

"You too."

I place my head back to where it was before and I have never felt so safe. Ironic, I think so. I reflect on how the day went and wonder how tomorrow will go. I slowly drift to sleep with the warmth of Matt against me.

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A/N

Hey guys , I've enjoyed the last two chapters . She's definitely falling for him , am I right ??! I think it's adorable .

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