✎- angst
months later
Jose started dating Demi, ever since you knew that you were so heartbroken.
Since the day you and Jose stopped talking you felt empty without him.
Right now, you were on the manor roof. Sitting, thinking about how happy Jose is with her. Your thoughts went away as someone sat down next to you.
It was Jose.
"You haven't been yourself lately, What's going on?" he questions
"Always.." you say
Jose looked at you, worried.
"Always?" he says confused.
You moved your eyes to him.
"That's what we were supposed to have" You looked down.
Jose looked at you, then looked at the sunset.
"I said that I loved you, and oh god I wanted you so bad. But you gave up on us.." You say as tears form into your eyes.
Jose stood up
"I gave up on us!?" Jose shouts
"Yes!" You say standing up
"Oh that's great!, YOU WANNA TALK TRUTH? LET'S TELL THE TRUTH,YOU GAVE UP ON ME. You just didn't care" Jose cries.
You lifted your head higher
"YOU SAID I WAS GREAT, YOU SAID I COULD BE GREAT,YOU SAID WE WERE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER! YOU SAID IT TO THE WORLD,YOU SAID IT TO ME AND I WISH YOU NEVER HAD BECAUSE YOU DID NOT MEAN ANY OF IT!" You yelled and cried.
"I wanted to apologize" He says softly
"Good" you say as tears fall down your cheek.
"Let me finish, I said I wanted to but then I realize I'm not sorry." He sighs
"And you expect to be ok with that?" You cover your mouth and cry some more
"I didn't say you shouldn't be ok with it, I just said I'm not sorry" Jose looks at you with tears.
You looked down
He continued to look at you
"Selfish" He says.
Jose then puts his hand on your cheek.
"Selfish, because I make bad choices that hurt you." He continues to look at you.
"Because that's who I am, and I'm not going to change. And there is no apology in the world that could encompass all the reasons that I'm wrong." He says
Jose grabs his phone and starts texting someone with tears in his eyes
He sent it and frowned, he did it for you though...
You look up with tears falling.
"Fine, I'm not sorry either."
"I'm not sorry that I met you, I'm not sorry that knowing you made me question everything. We made all the wrong choices, and out of all of the choices We made. This proves to be the worst one."
"But I'm not sorry that,
I'm still in love with you."
Jose hugged you, then put his hand on your cheek and kissed you. You kissed back still in shock.
"I don't understand?.." you say
"I broke up with Demi, because I missed you. I still love you..(Y/N)"
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Identity V ✎ Oneshots
FanfictionThis book is currently under editing, you can still read the stories of course but I will be changing it just a bit and making them more understandable. Most of my books contain "SongFics" because I listen to songs that help me write my fan fiction...
