Without you -- Life with NCT 127

Chapter 10

??: Hello, is this Mina?
Your brother's currently in hospital.
He had a big accident.
We don't know if he's gonna make it...

Oh...my...god...

Hot tears begin to pour down my cheeks.

I knew something bad was going to happen...

Me: C-C-Can I come?!

Nurse: Uhm, yes. But I have to tell you that he's in coma and we don't know when or if he's going to wake up. He won't hear you when you talk to him...

Me: I don't care. I just wanna see him.

I end the call and immediately run out of the house to the hospital.

It's f*cking annoying that I don't have my driver's license yet. I have no time to call Taeyong.

I need to see Chani.

Why did I let him go to school with his bike?!

It's all my fault...

It's all MY FAULT!

Shit, it's about four kilometres to the hospital, I'm in pyjama, I have no shoes on and am totally out of breath.

I still run as fast as I can, the tears pouring down my face.

I've already reached the intersection -- where car drivers look at me in confusion -- when my legs get weak and I fall on my knees.

Still crying loudly.

I have to call Taeyong.

With trembling hands I type in the phone number in my phone.

Luckily I've brought it with me.

Taeyong: Mina?

I'm not able to say anything but he hears my sobs.

Taeyong: Mina, babe, were are you?!
Why are you crying...?!

Me: Tae...It...Chani...He....
Please come. I'm at... Bong Song street.

Taeyong: I'll be there as soon as I can.
Everything's gonna be alright.
Remember that I'm always there for you babe.

He ends the call and arrives just a few minutes later.

I get in the car and he drives to the hospital.

We don't talk on the ride, the car is already filled with my loud sobs.

Arrived at the hospital I get out of the car, wipe off my tears and search for my brother's room.

Me: Nurse! Where is Chani?! I mean... Haechan Lee.

Nurse: I'm sorry Miss, it's not the visiting hours...

Me: I give a shot about your f*cking visiting hours! WHERE IS MY BROTHER?

She takes a step backwards.

motherf*cking nurse: Room 309.

I notice that the room is upstairs so I always take at least three steps as I run to the second floor.

I've finally found the room and open the door.

I see Chani laying motionless in bed.

It breaks my heart to see him like this.

I take a seat next to him.

I stopped crying, I'm just in shock, I guess.

I softly wipe his hair out of his face.