Teddy Bear [ Taehyung X Y/N ]

(1) Strange Beginnings

Pov - Y/N

Creakkkkk... Brrr.... Cr-EAK... eeck, eeck, eeck.
I stared at the ceiling looking at all the small cracks through out it.
"Is this your life? Laying in bed all night waiting to work for some cash?"
"PATHETIC"
The thoughts end in my head boomed. Was I pathetic??? Why won't the voice just shut up? Maybe I should call in sick at work.. I'm sure they don't need me dragging business down with my ugly looks. Besides it's just a café, how busy can it get? Really busy.. I should just suck it up.
-4:46 AM-
I hummed to myself and rested my eyes for what felt like a few seconds. My alarm clock buzzed loudly in my ears making me jump even though I knew it was coming.
BZZZ!!! BZZZZ!!!
it screamed at me
I sighed to myself and got up and smacked it to turn it off. I quietly walked into my bathroom and turned on the shower and got undressed knowing it'd need a bit to warm up.
As I got in I felt the warm water sting slightly as it met with my freezing body and skin that's only ever been met with sharp objects and cuts and burns. The scars and new cuts screamed at me but I shook my head and smiled to myself remembering my mother's words
"It's a battle with yourself. It's okay to lose but you must get back up, That's what makes you a winner. Getting up"
I smiled at the sad memory and quickly washed my body and hair soon getting out. I groaned as the cold air nipped at my skin as if it was hungry for more and more.
I walked to my room with a towel wrapped around my small body. The floor made loud creaks as I walked and I shook my head as it annoyed me seemingly more and more as I walked.
As I dried off and got dressed I looked at the time and sighed thinking of what I needed
-5:27 AM-
I quickly ate an apple and packed a small lunch and a few candies and some gum into my bag which held what I needed mostly
My stomach made loud noises and screams as I was walking to work.
"Oh shut it!! I ate breakfast today!!" I thought to myself and giggled quietly imagining a mother and child bickering.
I daydreamed until I realized I was at my work place and I sighed tiredly.
I smiled as I walked into the café. I soon noticed a group of men laughing and joking around like kids. Putting on my apron and work hat I switched out shifts with my coworker. My best friend who worked the same shit time as me looked at me and laughed
"Damn! You look like shit, dude. Are you okay? You can sleep in the back if you'd like. I can handle it!!"
I shook my head giggling as she kept asking if I'd like some food, water, or anything. I smiled and shooed at her as the group of guys called me over to order somethings. But I giggled to myself as they were bickering at each other.
Noooo!! You order!
No no! You!!
Jimin! You, or um Namjoon!!!
Jungkook?
No way!!!
I watched as they all yelled back and forth at each other to order as they didn't want to. Soon a deep voice boomed and all of them stopped bickering as someone stepped forward to order.
The voice came from a tall thin man that was buried in a large hoodie with skinny jeans. His eyes stabbed into me like knives
"Taehyung~ thank you"
One of them chirped, seemingly to be the youngest of them.
The man ordered and smiling. I went and gave my coworker the order as I went to the bathroom to get away from the stares I got from the boys.
"Why are they looking at you? Because you're ugly and fat! They've never seen someone so horrible looking as you!"
The voice rang in my head and I rolled my eye's and wetting my face and drying it off to cool down.
-END OF Y/N POV-

Pov - Taehyung

I sat in a chair looking at my small group of friends as they joked around and laughed. I noticed the worker that took our order look over at us when we got loud and we'd quiet back down and apologize quietly.
Her hair was in a bun showing off her features nicely.
She soon came by and gave us our order. She smiled and made eye contact with me.
"Is that all, Mr Taehyung?"
I laughed and nodded as we ordered alot for our group. The boys dug in fast and I thanked her grabbing a okay amount as I would need the energy later but I didn't wanna fill up too much as the club had food.
I finished fast and watched the staff work and gave people food and drinks that were writing on computers or having dates.
The worker that handed our food to us seemed quiet and only really smiled at people.
That was normal.. Why am I so interested in such an normal person doing normal things???
I soon realized I was staring and stopped and looked away. My table started to talk about what we were going to do later and we got quiet. As usual. It's not like people find it normal for a group of guys to talk about who's looking for what drugs tonight and who wants to be hooked up with who's friends, is it?
"She's hot! We should invite her?"
"No wayyyy!! We come here often.."
"But it'd be nice to add a girl to the group maybe?"
"There's plenty of cafés around here!"
"Yes, BUT this one is wayyyy nicer than most of them!"
"Ugh whatever! I'm still inviting her!"
I rolled my eye's practically into the back of my head from them bickering. I zoned out and went into auto pilot mode as we went home shortly after they stopped bickering and seemed to talk to the waitress a bit.
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Author - AHHHH sorry!!! It's so awkward and fast and random!! I'll try to improve and it'll get better as it goes on! I promise to try and get better with writing :) ily all!!!