broken love

making big moves

Naomi: Umm I guess I'll sit by you

We got in the the car and I sat in the back with Jaden. Payton looked upset but I always sit with him.

We were driving down the highway and I noticed that Jaden was kind of flirting with me and so was I. Jaden has always been like this towards me and nobody usually cares about it but Payton seemed off. He was giving Jaden weird looks and stairing out the window.

We finally got out of the car, and it had started raining. I wanted to make it up to Payton since I didn't sit with him in the car. I took a seat next to him and he scooted farther away.

Naomi: Payt, what's wrong?

Payton: ...

Naomi: Are you ignoring me?

Payton: ...

Naomi: dude come on

Payton: stop talking to me

Naomi: at least you said something

I got up and sat by Jaden

Jaden: What's wrong with Payton

Naomi: Idk, he's being really moody

Just then Payton stormed out of Chick-fa-la which is weird bc like its Chick-fa-la, his favorite. I ran outside after him not caring if I got rained on. I could see him sitting on the curb with his head in his hands. He always seems to get mad about every little thing but I have never said anything to him about it. I'm starting to think he has depression or something like that, he is almost always happy but you can tell its fake, he isn't really good at showing his real emotions towards people but he has to me.

I go over to him and sit down on the cold ground. I slowly move my hand to his chin and lift his head up. His eyes were red and puffy, his nose was a cute pink color, and his lips...don't even get me started on his lips. Perfection. Payton is the kind of guy that makes you believe in angels. His lips were quivering as water drops fell from the hair in his face.

Naomi: oh baby boy

He dropped his head into my lap, crying. He held his chest almost as if he had been stabbed I know its a weird way to describe something but he was. I played with his hair getting it out of his face.

Payton: I'm sorry...

Naomi: Why are you sorry

Payton: I get mad over every fucking thing and it's not my place to tell you who you can amd can't flirt with because I'm not your boyfriend and as much as I love you I can never compare to Anthony or Jaden or a matter a fact any other the boys are better than me so I get it if you don't wanna date me but-

I cut him off by kissing him.

Naomi: I may love the boys Payton...but I'm in love with you.

Payton: Will you-