So Many Things I Want To Say (Andy Biersack X reader)

Can't sleep

Nightmare

"Nicole you are so dumb!" My aunt teased and I had tears fill my eyes so I got up and walked towards her and punched her in the face. "AUNT KARLA YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT ME OR ANYONE SO WHY THE HELL SHOULD I BE HERE?!" I screamed with tears running down my face. "Bye Nicole!" She yelled having the phone up to her ear that meant something she was probably on the phone with the police. So I ran off the porch grabbing my leather jacket and my phone along with my charger to get away from the police.

End of Nightmare

Your POV

I woke up sweaty and fresh tear stained cheeks. So I got up to hear Andy talking to my aunt so I walked down the stairs of the tour bus to see my aunt standing there. "Are you okay?" Ashley walked over to me and I cried into his shoulder. Which by the time my aunt left CC walked over to me with a concern look on his face. "Is everything alright?" CC asked and I looked up at everyone  and lifted my sleeves. "What happened to your arms?" Jinxx asked looking at the scars on my forearm which was kinda scary for me and the whole band even though we have to play a show tomorrow evening. "My aunt did it when I was misbehaving myself!" I cried out and dialed my aunts number and pressed call.

Karla- Hello?

You- I hate everything about what you did to me even leaving scars on my forearm which was not called for so I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU?!

Karla- Listen it was for your own good!

You- Leaving scars on...*cries* a teens forearm is for their own good what happens if I go back to mom and dad and they see that there are scars on my arm watch they are probably gonna call me "suicidal" THIS IS YOUR FAULT?!

Karla- Well...I'm sorry!

You- GOODBYE?!

End of phone call

I lied down down with Ashley by myside for the night because I didn't feel safe without him near me. "Listen to me you are gonna be alright okay so stay right here don't move!" Andy said leaving me up here by myself so I lied on the floor staring at the wall until my mom and dad ran up next to me. I had lifted my sleeves to show them that Karla left scars on my arm. "Ash were not mad we were worried about you being near Karla! Karla is going to jail so you don't have to worry about her!" Dad said and I nodded. "Where's everyone at?" Mom asked I got up and walked near Ashley and CC's room. I knocked before walking in and I heard shuffling then the door opened to see a Ashley standing there. "My parents are here!" I said and Ashley followed to where my parents are. "Oh mom and dad!" I said and they looked at me. "Who's this?" My dad pointing at Ashley Purdy. "This is Ashley Purdy!" I said pointing at Ashley. "And that one that just walked out with the bandna on his forehead that is CC!" I said and CC smiled. "Hello!" He said wrapping his arm around me. "Ashley is just shy!" CC added and I looked at Ashley and he looked shy. "You okay?" I asked whispering to his ear and he moved away and he smiled. "No sorry I zoned out but um hi I'm Ashley Purdy and me your guys daughter stay next to each other onstage I try to help distract her from old memories and sometimes me and Andy are probably having a chat about what we can do to help her." Ashley added and I hugged him. "Thank you so much Ashley!" I say and he smiles. "No problem as long as me and you stay next to each other then things are gonna be a okay!" He says putting a kiss to my cheek and I run downstairs to grab him and I something to drink. "Dad would you like something to drink?" I asked and I placed a Dr. Pepper in front of him. "By the way your daughter had bought a thing of Dr. Pepper for you!" He says and I had my mom a can of Cherry Coke. "Aw thanks!" They said in unison. "You guys are definitely welcome! Ashley have you tried Cherry vanilla coke?" I asked and my parents looked at me weirdly. "Wait there is a Cherry Vanilla coke flavor?" My dad asked. "Yeah, wanna try it is a good combination of two flavors Cherry and Vanilla?"  I ask and my dad takes a sip. "That's good! Hon wanna try?" My dad asked and she took the can and tried it. "That is good!" My mom says and I told her that she can have that.  "I have others like that flavor!" I said and Ashley's eyes widen.