So Many Things I Want To Say (Andy Biersack X reader)

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Your POV:

I had walked over to all the guys and see that they were taking a group photo and I smiled at all of them and walked out. Stop calm yourself. Why is this happening to me? I can't think about the past time I had. I had walked into the hall to think and I pull a photo of me and my grandpa hugging each other when he was in the hospital which made me start crying because I miss him and he is no longer with me or my family anymore because he had passed. "Hey, I was wondering..." Ashley trailed off and saw me in tears and I explained what was going on and he felt bad. "Don't worry about me, I'll be alright!" I said and Jinxx walked out and stared at me because I had tear stains on my cheeks. "I will go and redo my makeup." I tell Andy and he was about to ask me what was going on but then I walked out.

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Soon as I got done Ashley and Andy were standing near the door. I walk out and I turn and face them with a questioning look. "You okay?" Andy asks looking at me and I look at him. "Yeah, I am fine." I said walking down the stairs to put my makeup with my stuff and I see Jinxx, Jake and CC standing there looking at me. "Hey we all heard what was going on with you and the photo you had in your hands." CC added and I was obviously not in the mood for them to bring the situation back up. "Okay and what's your damn point, he's dead!" I said with an attitude and Ashley definitely didn't even want to go near me. "Geez, what's your issue?" Jake said backing up. "My issue is you guys are bringing the issue I had a few hours ago, that's why I am not in the mood." I said explaining it to them and they nodded. "So I, believe you and your aunt don't get along so well?" Jinxx asked changing the subject. "Me and her have on and off situations, which causes us not to get along with each other, the point is she thinks it is alright to blame someone else for her issues which pisses me off." I explain and Jinxx has a shocked expression on his face. "That's the worst situation you've been through?" Andy asked standing next to Ashley. "Um... I don't think so... If it was I would beat the living shit  out of my aunt right now." I said and all of a sudden we see a cup go flying. "Okay, who threw that damn cup?" I asked stepping into the room where no was spotted at not even under the sinks or anything. "Uh... Something or somebody wrote in blood on the wall LEAVE in all caps." CC said and we all grabbed our stuff and left. "It could've been Ashlee's dead grandpa." Jake said and I agreed with him getting onto the bus and setting our stuff down.

Later that night:

I wake up to CC screaming ouch every now and then. "CC SHUT THE FUCK UP?!" I yell and he opens his curtain and shows me his bruises. Then all of a sudden I see a dark figure standing in front of me. "CC go lay down." I demanded and opens a door to a small hallway and opens a door to his and Ashley's bunks. "Night!" CC said and I don't reply and he wakes Ashley up from him sleeping which causes me to go into a panic attack. "CC go to sleep." Ashley says and I turn around and blink. "It is okay, Jake was right that whole time we were there it was my grandpa letting me know there was trouble." I explain and Andy wakes up to see a spirit of my grandpa who is dead. "I love you, thank you for saving us, I am really hurt that you had to leave." I said looking at him and he has a smile on his face. "Anything for my beautiful granddaughter and her friends." He says and I yawn while putting my hand over my mouth. "I love you and goodnight." He says kissing my head and I kiss his cheek. "Goodnight grandpa." I said laying down and falling asleep peacefully with my grandfather watching over me.

In the morning:

I wake up to my grandpa standing next to my bunk. "Good morning grandpa." I said stretching. "Good morning beautiful." He says following me downstairs. "Was I right?" Jake asked shooting his head towards me. "Yes, you were, the reason why there was blood on the wall because my grandpa found trouble while we were there talking, plus he is the one that threw the cup." I explained and CC looked shocked as ever. "Why, were you both Ashlee and CC awake at night?" Jinxx asked looking at me then at CC. "I'll explain, shh CC I got this. So the reason we were both awake was because CC yelled OUCH every few seconds and I couldn't sleep at all. So I woke up to see a black figure standing there. Which was only my dead grandfather who saved me and you guys from whatever trouble there was back there. Trust me he was looking out for every last one of us. I don't think y'all wanna try and end up in the damn hospital." I explained and Jinxx looked shocked as ever and I walked over to the fridge to grab my breakfast and I saw Andy look at me and smiled. So I smiled at him. "You're welcome guys." My grandfather says before he disappeared. "Thank you!" We all said even Andy said it. I walked up behind Ashley and grabbed his waist making him jump. And I laughed walking away from Ashley before he attacked.