In Love With A Psychopath

Chapter 1

My name is Beyoncé and I have been to nineteen different facilities this one makes twenty. I've been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Bipolar Depression, and Antisocial Personality Disorder. I wasn't always this way I used to be your normal teenager with friends and a family. That stopped when my boyfriend of four years was killed in our apartment. He was home early and I was still out with my friends. The police reported that the house was still in tack and nothing was stolen but the fact that her was killed by a knife from our kitchen and I called the cops has everyone pointing fingers at me. My friends tried to help but the court said that my lawyer made them say what they said.

Today is March 3rd 2001, I have officially been transferred to a new facility. I have been placed in confinement because the doctors at my last facility said I was a danger to myself and those around me. I'm allowed visitors and I also get to do some activities but most of the time they forget about me. There is a lot going on in here but I'm usually kept in the dark. Yesterday I noticed that they switched my usual medication to something else and they always sedate me before injecting me with something.

My parents visit me a lot and sometimes they even bring my sister with them. My friends also visit me and they try to help me deal with the situation but everytime they come they switch their story about what happened. I don't know what's going on out there but something isn't right.

Beyoncé you have a visitor. The nurse said before allowing my mom to enter.

Hey momma. I said still straped in the chair.

Why are you in this chair? She asked

I have to see the doctor soon.... Momma when can I go home? I asked

When you tell the truth. I know you did it I've talked to Nicki and she told me what happened. She told me that you were angry when you saw Nathan at mall with someone else. My mom said and I just shook my head.

No that's not what happened. I yelled at her

Yes it is tell these people the truth so that you can go home. She said

The doctor is ready for you and Ms Knowles you have to leave now. The nurse said wheeling me out

I didn't do anything. I cried out and the nurse stopped the chair.

Hey listen to me... I've been your nurse for a day and I can tell you that there's nothing wrong with you so just ignore your mom and anyone else that has confused the story for you. Also I'm the one that switched your medication. The ones you were taking before was causing hallucinations. Which is why you had to keep switching facilities. The nurse said unhooking my arms.

What are you doing? I asked

My brother is the doctor and our parents run this place so don't worry. I'm Sierra. The nurse said

Oh well can you tell me if anyone else besides my mom came today? I asked

Yeah three other girls one of them I'm assuming was your sister because she looked just like you. She came with a girl that looked like she had just gotten out of church. The last girl had long hair and pretty brown skin. But your mom told them they had to leave. Sierra said

Can you put them on the requested visit list. Their names are Kelly, Solange, and Michelle. I want to see them. I told her and she nodded

Alright here we are and don't let my brother bully you. She said before leaving.