hey guys sorry i've been super busy with school and band :/
"what the fuck!" says adam with fury in his eyes, i quickly hop up and auston just lays there
"what do you want adam?" i'm not happy here's here, of course he has to fuck things up with me and auston, why can't he just mind his own business and hang with ella.
"I was coming to apologise but i guess you've moved on"
"ARE YOU JOKING, YOU HAD SEX WITH ELLA THERES NO WAY I WOULD EVER FORGIVE YOU, AT LEAST AUSTON CARES ABOUT ME YOU PIECE OF SHIT" i yell at the top of my lungs, i'm infuriated, he just stands there looking down
"adam i deserve someone better then you, you lied to me for fuck sake, you had sex with my best friend, i don't think i could ever forgive you, i can barely even look at you" i say calming down a bit, auston stands up and puts his arm around me to show adam i've found someone better.
"ok, well at least i have ella shes a lot better then you, especially at sex, oh wait hahaha me and you have never had sex you scared bitch" a tear escapes my eye, auston doesn't know i haven't lost my virginity.
"OI WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE SAYING THAT!" kasperi says walking in pushing adam, they start to fight, kasperi throws a fist and knocks adam out. i quickly ran off before either auston or kasperi could say anything.
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i arrive at the arena, i need to skate and listen to music, i can't deal with anything right now, why does when ever my life is good it then turns to shit.
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i've been at the arena for a while now i don't want to leave but i probably should, before i get off the ice auston walks in, he spots me and puts of his skates, he skates over to me and looks straight into my eyes.
"why didn't you tell me you haven't lost your virginity" i don't say anything after he says that, i can't so i skate off.
"y/n! i don't care if you haven't it's cute, just please tell me why you didn't tell me" i stop and turn around
"i'm embarrassed about it, adam was my only boyfriend, i was scared, so now i'm 19 and have never had sex because i'm a scared bitch exactly what adam said" i look down, i start to cry i can barely stand, it hurts, this pain hurts. auston does say anything her skates over to me and holds me so i don't fall, looks into my eyes and says "y/n don't me embarrassed, your looking for the right person, i know this might sound weird but i want to be the person you have your first time with, your so beautiful, so much better then jordan and i'm so sorry for anything i've done, adams a dickhead and you deserve better, i'll look after you y/n i promise" i don't say anything i just hug him, he pulls my head up and kisses me, this is amazing, it's filled with passion and lust.
sorry this is so short but i have to work on my assignment but i wanted to give an update :))
