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what is happening in my life right now in 2020

   So today I was laying down because I hurt myself and I also when shopping with my mom for a girls day but when the neighbors can over and started to play LCR my mom wanted to use my money for a stupid game that you could lose money on so I said no then my stepdad said that if I don't do it he will take something away so I did and my mom said I only have $20 so she couldn't use my money but now I am worried because my stepdad wants to have a talk with me now and I think he is mad at me and last Saturday I got a 1 on my band solo and that is the best score you could get and I never expected my mom to say she is very proud of me because I never heard her say that she is very proud of me but I am worried if my stepdad is mad at me because I said no to them using my money for they game they are playing but I hope I don't get yelled at because I am worried if he is not just mad I am worried that he is pissed off at me.