"í'll αlwαчѕ lσvє чσu" (Art Book 1)

So...As some of you know...I'm not really new to Wattpad...You see...Xx_BadPepperMint_xX is my old account. It's pretty normal right? Seems like nothing is wrong

Nothing is wrong with it...It's just...It brings up so many bad memories and other things, It's gonna still be up so we can see my old art and other things, Cringe feast. Huh? Heh, I also created this account to get a fresh start. I'm on a new device and well..I also got lazy...Heheh qwq

But, anyways. I apologize for not being on as well, So many things were going on all at the same time so I could barely get on. Like, it was all stacking up and my depression and anxiety levels were very high. Never in my life had I thought that those levels would get this high

First off, Me and My girlfriend broke off. It was so heartbreaking, like...I couldn't focus on anything. People thought that we would stay together forever but I guess not. I actually gave up on myself until I started talking to my friend...Who made me realize I should mope around for some girl. There are plenty of fishes out in the sea, I'm bit! Which makes it easier to get someone. But, that's not always the case though. I've been used as an object/ toy in every relationship I've been after the breakup with my ex-girlfriend. And this one time, I thought that I may have found the boy I was looking for...But boy I was so wrong. Turns out, he was cheating on me with some other girl...Hmph, I'm not gonna cry over some boy or girl. They aren't worthy of my tears as my friend would say

Second off, SCHOOL DRAMA BITCHES- Vi, Steven, And Wolfie. So..Uh...I was thrown under the bus for this- It all started in elementary school..Vi fell in love with Steven...Blah blah blah...Flashfoward to 5th grade...Steven fell for Vi...Blah blah blah...Vi confessed and ran away, Steven grabbed her hand and said he likes her back. Flashforward a year later, They forget all about the confession...And Wolfie comes to our school and becomes friends...Flashforward to another year...Wolfie and Vi fall for eachother..Blah blah blah...Steven never moved on from Vi.. blah blah..Vi,Wolfie, Steven are in a huge love triangle...I asked Steven out for Vi...He says yes..Flashforward to this year..Vi asked Wolfie out since she thought Steven forgot about everything..He never did..Wolfie says yes..They date..until Steven brings up about Vi cheating on him...They all breakup and after that..It was just kid's play for Wolfie and Steven over Vi..Until a few weeks ago..Vi asked Wolfie and steven to the dance as a friend group..they said yes..but before Valentines Vi said something to Steven that pissed him off and on Valentines day He was calling Vi shitty things like 'heartless''traitor''Jerkface' and he wasn't gonna go to the dance...So...Than they dragged me into the mess...and...UGHHHH WKEDHEJWOWKWK- MY BRAIN HURTS-  This drama is hurting...But what hurts more?

Reason 3, Family problems and death of a close friend. Yep...You heard correctly..Death of a close friend...He died...Like his brothers..They committed suicide...Yay...Not to mention my father said he is moving to another and leaving us behind in this current state. I ended up in the hospital more than several times with me on the line of life and fucking death. I'm tired of all these arguments, I'm used as a doll for these as well. Always being the blame and the fault of it, I'm tired of this but just a few more years. And I can finally finish this hell hole. There are more problems but these are the top 3...Verbally abuse is fun but meh-

Anyway...Remember when I said I wanted a new and fresh start?

Hey there!! My name is Martita!! But please call me Tia or Mari!!♡