I used to be normal

Chapter 4 = Smiling in torture

Chapter 4 - Smiling in torture

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My mum,

Her insanity is the reason im here, not that she can help it.

Me,

Im punished for the most stupid reasons 

Them,

The main reason why im here

I never thought about life, or death, or all the things above but now I am. I was proberly going to die in this place, and it wont be a peacefull death. Mrs. Kane will probably snap and turn this whole intire orphanage in to saw traps and kill us all. Laying in bed, Trying to sleep, I tried to think of what everyone had been through here, or the girls in my room. 

Me- My mouth was sewn shut. I can baqrely talk, It hurts to eat. I would rather die, but they make us eat or else they'll be mad.

Lori - She'll never see her own face again. I don't know how she feels when she looks in a mirror now, but I can see the fear in her eyes. I rememeber her once being beautiful.

Beth, another girl - They found out she had a fear of Needles and gave her shots everywhere. Beth is now traumatized and cries her self to sleep, I can here her just now

Helena, the last girl - They burned her skin, she now has an ugly scar all the way up her arm.

Thinking it over, I fell asleep

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I woke up at 3am it heard it storming outside of the window.

At first i thought i was back home with my mum, That she was safe and sound in bed. But then I realiised that she was in the Mental Hospital, and I was stuck here with Mrs. Kane. I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I lifted my fingers upto my lips and felt the stitches. I suddenly had an idea. Us girls in this room can escape and go back home. We can all live by ourselfs.  It will be hard but worth getting out of here. Of course we'll have to run from the cops. For the first time in two years I smiled at my Idea.