𝙈𝙮 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣

Reality

*wakes up*

"GET AWAY FROM ME" i ran my hands through my hair warm liquid running down my face "whyy" I whispered "i hate you, i hate you, you ruined me!" Tears didnt stop spilling out of my eyes

"Woof" "what?" I look over and see my dog moon

"hey moon did u eat?" She whimpers "oh im sorry i-i give m-me a minute" tears blurring my vision again "woof woof"

I quickly start wiping my cace as soon as i hear running in the hallway. But i was to late

my brother busted the door open and came running in

"kieraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i made panca- what? Whats wrong? What happend? Why are your eyes red and puffy? Are you hurt!?" He sat on my bed in bracing me in his arms

"whats wrong?" His voice became worried "I had the nightmare again" I silently sobbed in his arms "shhh shhh its ok im here"

"why me heseok what have i done"

"its not your fault" he wiped my tears and  my mom came in leaning against the wall

"Why wont the memories leave my mind? Whats wrong with me?!"

"Nothings wrong with you, you just need to talk to someone about it, im always here you know that"

"Sweetie i think u should let your sister and i talk" she breves out "ok mom ill be downstairs, should i tell the boys to leave?" "No its ok" "ok"

the warmth of his body disappeared leaving me cold one again. he looked at me once more before picking up moon and leaving my room

"mom i dont want to talk about it" she knows this but why wont she give up! "i know you dont but you need to talk to someone bc its gonna eat at you until..." sue trails off 'i know what she doesn't want to say, shes afraid and so am i' "im gonna go out for a walk" "ok call if anything" "ok mom"

I throw some clothes on and go downstairs

"Hobi im gonna take a walk" he looked over at me and nodded sitting next to him was jin "ok be back before it rains" i nod my head while still looking at jin

I leave the house and walk towards my favorite bridge

Time skips~

"Mmmm oh how ive missed coming here" i whispered to myself "how relaxed the water is" I looked down at it as i leaned on the railings "hopefully ill be as peaceful as you when I leave this world" the crisp wind going through my dark hair "soon..."

After sometime of admiring the view i felt small drops of water on my face "hmm better get going then" i start to walk away but turn around once more "ill be back later, I promise"

By the time i got back to my house i was soaked the rain didnt stop when I entered the house all the boys were still on the couch when suddenly...

i look up and saw all the boys looking at me "yes?" I herd chuckles before jimin spoke up

"u look like u just ran a marathon" they all start laughing loudly

I roll my eyes and turn towards the steps "im gonna take a bath, dont bother me"

When i got upstairs i went straight into the bathroom

"Mooonnnn" i yell for her

Some seconds later

"Woof woof" (cutie) "do u wanna be with me" she wags her tail and walks past me sitting right next to the bath exactly were she always sits knowing that I could reach over and rub her belly at any given moment

I take my clothes off after filling up the bath and get in soon after "mmmmm, ive needed this, moment to relax, my gorgeous dog next to me, cucumbers on my eyes, and nair tickling at my skin...." i sigh "to bad i wont be able to enjoy this much longer" I hear footsteps outside of the door followed by

*Knock Knock*