The first thing I do in everything I write is tell you what it is so I'm writing in this cause lately I feel like I haven't been growing as a person and a Man can't grow if he don't learn from his mistakes and own up to them I feel like I've been stressing people out but I'm my mind I'm in the right and sometimes ik I'm in the wrong but won't admit it or atleast I thinks I don't I don't know I'm confused about myself I don't know who you should call me or why to call me I feel like everyday I stray further from being a human not saying I'm the devil or an angel cause being a devil reincarnated you have to do sum sick shit like killing massive groups in a church or murdering you mama little shit in the past that's screwed up isn't a devil like thing and being an angel in people eyes are perfect to me you don't have to be you just have to feel good with yourself and be what you want if your fucked up and believe your an angel then you do I might disagree but what do I control about you🤷🏿♂️ Shit I started Rambling before I even started but you probably get the problem now