It lingers in my mind not suicide but me passing away from many types of disasters but all i worry about is if everyone can recover if such tragedy happen i don't even worry if they'll care honestly i don't want them to I'll care about them but for all i care mt body could be used as a meme a boat a sex doll whatever i don't have much else to speak on this topic as i feel like it's to deep so i guess im done for today