Divergent high

Chapter 1

Tris pov

Tobias and I lay on my bed watching a movie, one that we've seen plenty of times when a thought crosses my mind. I'm a single eighteen year old girl who's never had sex. I want to experience that. I could die tomorrow; I want to experience that.

I rest my chin on my hands that are on Tobias's chest and look at him.

He looks down at me and chuckles.

"What" he says with a smile

"Nothing, I'm just thinking" I say

"About?" He asks confused

"Just hear me out. It may sound crazy but I want to get this whole virginity thing over and done with before we graduate so will you have sex with me" I ramble to him and he sits up a little straighter

"That's a hard thing to ask for" he says running his hands through his hair.

"Well I know you're not a Virgin. You've slept with a few girls, you're experienced, I trust you. Please don't make this weird, it won't mean anything. It's just casual sex" I tell him and he chuckles

"Tris, this should be with someone special. Someone you're in love with, trust me" he says and I sit up now too.

"Please Tob, I wouldn't ask you if I didn't think it would effect our friendship" I say giving him puppy dog eyes. This normally works.

I've known Tobias since we were kids and we've been best friends ever since. We know each other like the back of our hands. He's special to me. He will always be special to me.

"I don't think I can do this tris" he says and I sigh

"Fine. I'll go find some random jock to take my virginity then" I tell him and he grabs my hand.

"Why now? Why are you so obsessed with not being a Virgin. You should be proud you're waiting for someone special to take it" he says

"I just want to get it over with. The same way you did when you had your first time" I tell him

"Lauren and I were in a relationship. We both wanted to have sex" he says and I groan

"Is there something wrong with me" I ask him

"There's nothing wrong with you. You're perfect in every way shape and form. You deserve the best and only the best" he says bringing me into a hug.

"I want it to be you. No strings attached I promise" I whisper to him and he looks down at me and holds a hand to my face.

"I don't want to do something you're going to regret" he says

"I'm not going to regret this. I promise" I say quietly as our lips come closer.

"Are you sure" he asks and I nod

"I'm sure" I say and his lips touch mine.

They are gentle and slow against mine.

He pulls away and bites his lip.

"Are you sure about this" he says again and I nod giggling

"I'm sure" I say and he lowers himself back down to me.

He lays me in a laying position and gently lays over me.

I run my fingers through his hair as our kissing speeds up. His lips leave my lips and head for my neck. I keep my fingers wrapped in his hair as he kisses deeper into my neck.

I slightly moan, which causes him to pull away and chuckle a little.

"Does that feel good" he says with his goofy smile and I can't help but give one back with a nod.