Dear Diary

28/11/14

01:14 am

Dear diary,

I know it is very early in the morning but I had a very intriguing conversation with one of my online friends named Sun. We spoke of how everyone has a problem like some people have depression and others have like something physically wrong with them which makes perfect sense. No one is perfect.

I feel my depression setting in for the night but then again being tired doesn't help. I don't think returning to the dark place I was in last year will help.

It has been 2 weeks since my online boyfriend Ally has been online, starting to wonder if this is the end of us like so many other relationships I have had before. That being said I am able to call myself single until he comes online again as I sent an offline message telling him that if he didnt come online this would happen. I am starting however to wonder if he is ever going to return.

I don't know if I should go to Art third tomorow as I have a free period or if I should go to the common room and continue to make butterfly wings for my art there.

Being good at something is hard, being adverage was so much easier just pretending to be as absent minded as everyone else... then again I think I might be...

My emotions are all over the place right now with so much to do in such a little amount of time I must remember to do homework and run my YouTube channel although I have videos scheduled to upload till the 26th of December there is a chance that something may still go wrong and I have been thinking of making an add for it although I dont know who watches adds on youtube anymore.

Still don't know how to make a CV which is problematic because I need a job to get to uni and to run my YouTube channel.

I also need to start thinking of ideas for my final piece in art its my homework for Monday...

I need inspiration..

Going to go watch an episode of Arrow on my phone now.

Love ya,

Sandra

Xxx

13:32

REMINDER : NEED CAKE FOR STACY AND SILLA

Chocolate or vanilla?

Sponge or cream?

So many birthdays so many cakes needed what am i going to do?

Maybe a chocolate bar or a bag of chocolates cannot forget those christmas cards. December is going to be an eventful time.

I must not forget my presentation with Cindy and Jazzy. I hope this does not happen. I will send it to the email and they will be happy that I did this and nothing more should come from it hopefully. Lunch sucks everyone doesnt want to talk to me and when they do its always so rude like they dont care and only a couple of giggles happen. For petes sake I wish everyone still went to the same school as me. I AM SAD GRRRRRR.