Trust, Hope, Love. (On hold till end of December!)

Chapter 2

Here's chapter 2 guys! Enjoy! And don't forget to vote, fan, and comment!! 

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"So how was your first day of school kids?" Carol asked me and Jon as we were eating dinner that same night. I ended up calling my mom to see if I could just spend the night at Jon's and she said that it was fine. So, now were eating pizza for dinner.

"It was fine ma." Jon answered, taking a bite out of his pizza.

"How about you Auddii?" She asked.

"It was good, I don't have any classes with Jon though."

"Oh, we'll that's too bad! At least me and your mother are the cool moms and let you spend the night." She said with a smile.

"Yeah, that is true! I'm happy for that, because I don't know what I would do!" I said laughing at the end. After that, there really wasn't much more conversation, so we ate in silence.  

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When we finished eating, and helped clean up the kitchen, me and Jon went up stairs to his room. "Can I borrow something to wear to bed babe?"

"Yeah, I have a pair of boxers in the top drawer and a a t-shirt in the third drawer." He said slipping out of his jeans and shirt, and throwing them in his clothes basket.

I slipped off my skinny jeans and camisole, and turned around to grab the boxers and t-shirt off the computer desk, when I found Jon staring at me from his bed. "What?" I asked, wondering why he was staring at me.

"I don't know, your just so beautiful." He said looking in my eyes. I melted at his words and blushed.

"Thanks" I smiled at him and slipped on the clothes.

When I was dressed, I walked over to his bed and got in next to him and laid on his firm chest and started drawing shapes on his stomach.

"When are we gonna do it?" I asked, hoping he understood what I was saying.

"Do wh-" As he was talking he got cut off mid sentence by his mom calling his name. "Yeah ma?"

"I'm leaving for work, I got paged in as an emergency at the hospital, I don't know when I'll be back though so be good!" She called from downstairs.

"Alright, bye! And ok." He shouted. "Now what were you saying?"

"Never mind."

"Are you sure? Because you know you can tell me anything babe."

"Yeah."

"Alright" he said kissing me, I kissed him back, but with not much enthusiasm. Sadly, he noticed my sudden mood change. "What's wrong? Is something bothering you?"

"Well, your going to think its stupid,"

"No I won't, I promise!" Then he held out his pinky, for a pinky promise. After a moment, I locked my pinky with his.

"Well, I really want to make love to you, but it seems like you don't want to, because every time were almost there, you tell me to wait. And I don't want to wait any longer, I want to be as close as possible with you, because I love you so much and I trust that you'll never hurt me."

"I do want to make love to you! But I know your not ready yet, you might think you are, but your not."

That made me angry! "You can't tell me when and when I'm not ready for something! If I think I'm ready, then I think I'm ready! I don't need you telling me I'm not! I don't need your approval." I pretty much screamed at him. After my little rant, I turned over, so I wasn't facing him and thought about what he said. He can not tell me when I'm ready for sex! I can! And I know in ready! Why can't he just be happy with that? It kind of makes me feel like he doesn't want to make love to me.

"Come on, you no I didn't mean it like that! I just don't think your ready! That's a big step in a relationship, and we have to make sure we're ready." After not saying anything back and ignoring him, he just 'huffed' and turned around to the other side.

Maybe I was taking this too far, maybe he was right. I don't know. I mean, I feel like I'm ready, why can't he accept that?

I turned around so I was facing his back and put my arm around his torso, feeling bad for yelling at him when all he was doing was protecting me. "I'm sorry Jon, I didn't mean to get all snappy, I just, I really think I'm ready. And it makes me feel like you don't want to." I kissed his bare back, hoping he would forgive me.

When he turned around, I felt happy, he forgave me! "I'm sorry too, I want to make sure your ready before we go that far, because I'm afraid you'll regret it, and that would break my heart." He said staring at me the whole time.

I kissed him, letting him know we were good. After that, I fell into a deep sleep. Knowing one thing. I was ready.  

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Yeah sorry for all the sex stuff, I'm just doing that to get to the main part of the story. And so you know how Jon and Auddii both feel. Well fan, vote, comment. Byee

Picture of Jon on the side :)

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