Trust, Hope, Love. (On hold till end of December!)

Chapter 4

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It's been a month since me and Jon made love for the first time, and it's been great! We're more open with each other, were not afraid to change in front of one another. I'm so happy!

I was cut off from my thinking, when Lucy said something about going shopping tomorrow for a girls day. Its Friday, so I'm at her house sleeping over. "-and then we can go out for like lunch or something, what do you think?" She asked me.

"Huh? Sorry I wasn't paying attention" I said apologetically.

"Oh, I was just talking about how we can go shopping tomorrow at South Ridge and buy a whole bunch of clothes and spend loads of money! Then we can go out for lunch after that." She said, not even caring that I wasn't paying attention before.

"Yeah that sounds great! But I'm really tired for some reason, wanna watch a movie in bed or something?" I asked her with a hopeful face.

"Yeah that's fine! What movie? I have scary, funny, romantic, sad,-"

"Funny!" I interrupted her. She smiled, obviously thinking the same thing, and walked over to her desk to get 'Bruce Almighty'. Our favorite!

About 20 minutes after the movie started, I could feel my eyes getting droopy, when I heard the beep of a phone, then I remembered it was in my sweatshirt pocket, grabbing it, I read the new text message.

'Goodnight baby, have fun with Lucy! But don't miss me too much. I'll see you tomorrow. Xoxo, Jon'

I smiled and drifted off in to a deep sleep, thinking about how much I love Jon and that night we made love.

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"-ddii! Auddii! Wake up!" I heard someone call, it sounded like Lucy. I opened my eyes, and saw that it was in fact Lucy.

"Hey" I said groggily. "What time is it?"

"10:00 am" Wow, it's 10:00? I slept for like 12 hours! I must have really been tired!

"How long have you been up for?" I asked, curious.

"Like and hour, but get ready cuz I want to leave soon! We have some serious shopping to do!" She said with a serious face.

"Alright, alright. I'll be down in 20 minutes."

"Ok, I'll be downstairs."

20 minutes later, I was dressed and ready to do some shopping! I was walking down the stairs, when my feet slipped out from under me, and I fell down the stairs. "Ahhhh!" I screamed, I'm in so much pain! I heard running foot steps, then everything went black.

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I opened my eyes to bright white walls and beeping noises. My head hurts so much! I tried lifting myself up, when someone just pushed me back down. I looked up to see Jon. "Don't try lifting yourself up, you're already hurt enough." He said with a frown. What's his problem?

"What's wrong?" I asked, curious.

He sighed. "Nothing babe, just try to get some rest." He said kissing my forehead.

"What happened? Where's Lucy?" I questioned.

"You fell down the stairs at Lucy's house, luckily it's just bruising and not anything more that hurt you.." He said looking down. What is wrong with him? Why is he acting like this? Did I don't something wrong? Is he going to break up with me, and is scared to hurt my feelings?

"Is something wrong Jon? You seem upset about something. You can tell me you know." I told him, hoping he would tell me what's wrong.

"Nothing, well it's something, but.." He said trailing off.

"Are you breaking up with me? Because you don't have to be scared to, just do it, even though I really love you and don't want to-"

"You're pregnant"

"Loose you because you mean a lot- what did you just say?!" I asked, already knowing what he said, just wanting to hear it again, so I know I'm not crazy.

"Your pregnant. When you fell down the stairs, you blacked out so Lucy called me to tell me to go to the hospital, then the ambulance and they did some tests and he asked me if I was your boyfriend and I said yes and he told me that the baby was fine. I asked him what baby? And he said you were 4 weeks pregnant." He said all in one breath.

I was shocked. No, I was more than shocked, I was terrified. What would I do with a baby? I've never really been around kids, let alone have my own! Don't get me wrong, I love kids and want them, just not this soon. "Are you absolutely positive I'm pregnant?" I asked.

"Yes. He did three tests and they all came back positive." He paused and looked at my fear stricken face, "This is all my fault! I was so stupid not to wear a condom. I wasn't even thinking about it at the time, I was just so caught in the moment! I'm so sorry!" He said, sounding like he was going to cry.

"It's not all your fault! It takes two to tango! We both have to take fault for this! And if this is anyone's full fault, it would be mine! I was the one pressuring you to have sex with me and this is what happens!" I said, tears leaking out of my eyes. What will people think of me? What will my mom think of me! Ughh.. I messed up big time!

"Auddii," I looked down not wanting him to see I'm crying. "Baby look at me," I continued to look down, in shame. "Please, look at me, I love you. Okay? And that's all that matters, no matter what happens, were in this together. I'm with you on any decision you make." I looked up at him and he wiped away my tears with his thumb, and kissed me on the lips.

"I love you too, but I don't- I don't know if I can do it! What if I'm not a good mother? And it hates me! I could never live with that!"

"I can tell you right now, that you would be a wonderful mother, okay? And there is also other choices, we could do abortion, adoption, or parenthood. I'm with you in either one. But maybe not abortion, because I could never let you kill something that we created. Don't you agree?"

"Yeah, I would never be able to do abortion, so that's out. Now all we have left is adoption or parenthood." I said. It's weird, how my life could change so much, with only two words.

'Im pregnant.'

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