Nobody Cares (VxBTS FF)

Chapter 1

*I just wanted to say that I don't own BTS and I'm sure that nobody in the group is being bullied. This is just something I wanted to write about. It's pure imagination. :)*

I'm currently sitting in the way back row of the van. The rest of the BTS members are sitting in front of me. Nobody wanted to sit next to me, nobody ever does. Since I debuted with the rest of the BTS members, they've avoided me like the plague unless we were in front of a camera. Then they would pretend to be my friend and be all touchy with me. It's sick, I know.

Since nobody is talking to me, I grab my phone and put in my headphones. I turn on the song, Kill Yourself (Part |||), by $uicideBoy$. I love this song, it's kind of depressing but something about it just motivates me.

We're currently on our way to a photoshoot that's located in the woods. We've been driving for around an hour now and we still haven't arrived. I'm starting to become a bit restless, I don't really enjoy sitting still for long.

I listen to a couple more songs until the van finally comes to a stop in some random field. Sighing, I take my headphones out of my ears and shove them into my pocket. Suga hyung slides the door to the van open and climbs out with the rest of the members. Once they were all out, I also do the same.

Once I'm standing on the grassy ground, I look around. We are in a field that's surrounded by a forest. In the middle of the field is a huge tree. Some camera equipment and a couple of tents are set up around the area.

"Yah, Taehyung!" I hear Jin hyung call me. I look over at him to see him motioning for me to come over to where he was standing. Once I'm in front of him, he begins to speak. "Listen Taehyung, try not to get in our way during this whole entire thing and try not to make any mistakes like you usually do. I don't feel like being out here for the entire day because of your stupid ass. Got it?"

"Yes, I understand." I say and bow my head.

I'm always making mistakes. I am nothing but a burden to the rest of the members. I can see why they don't like me that much. I'm a pain in the ass. I don't deserve to be a part of this group, I'm not talented enough.

He nods and walks away, leaving behind my depressed form. Sighing, I look up to see Min Jee noona approaching me. She has a huge smile on her face but it immediately disappears when she sees the sad expression on mine.

"What's wrong Taetae? Why do you have such a long face?" she asks. Min Jee noona is the only friend that I have. She helps set up things for photoshoots.

I force a smile on my face which doesn't quite reach my eyes. I don't think I've really truly smiled since our debut. "Everything's okay noona, I'm just feeling a bit tired today. I didn't sleep well last night."

It's not a complete lie, I am pretty tired. I think I only got around two hours of sleep last night. Every time I closed my eyes and fell asleep, I would have a nightmare about my past. So after a while I just gave up and decided to play Overwatch for the rest of the night.

None of the members wanted to share a room with me so I have my own. I don't really mind though, I prefer being alone. Plus I'm able to do my own thing without being yelled at.

Noona frowns but nods her head anyways. "Well, your makeup artist is waiting for you, so you should probably head over to her if you don't want her to get pissed off."

I shiver, remembering the last time my makeup artist was angry, it didn't end up too well. Let's just say that somebody ended up having a very, very bad day and ended up quitting.

"Alright, I'll talk to you later noona." I say and fake a smile again.

She nods and walks away. Well, I better head to my makeup artist before she starts yelling at me.