Chapter 7

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Everything hurts, it feels like my lungs are about to explode, my entire body is sore. I'm having a hard time breathing. I can hear whispers all around me but I can't tell what they are saying. My eyelids feel heavy and no matter how hard I try to open them they just won't budge. So I give up, just like I always do.

What even happened? I remember jumping off of the bridge and what it felt like to drown, then the last thing I saw was a dark object moving towards me in the water.

Am I dead? No, I very much still feel alive. Somebody must've saved me. God dammit, I thought there wasn't anyone around! I had everything perfectly planned out. Now what am I supposed to do? My members are probably going to pick on me for trying to kill myself, there's going to be news spreading like wildfire, and the company is most likely going to be pissed at me.

My heart begins to beat faster as I begin to panic. The heart machine next to me begins to beep faster. The hushed voices stop and I hear someone gasp.

"Guys, I think he's awake!" I hear a familiar voice yell. I recognize that voice, it haunts my dreams, it yells at me. Jin hyung.

Rushed footsteps approach me and I feel someone touch my shoulder. I begin to panic even more. Let go of me! Don't fucking touch me! Leave me alone! Leave me alone! Get away from me!

"Come on, open your eyes Taehyungie. Your hyungs and Jungkook are waiting for you." I hear Namjoon say.

My eyes open then, and when I look around me, I see all of the members faces looking down at me in worry. I look to my shoulder and see that Jimin was the one touching me. I freak out and shrug it off. I back up on the hospital bed and look at each and everyone of them with frantic eyes.

"Get away from me!" I yell.

Their eyes fill with hurt and guilt. Hobi tries to touch me but I slap his hand away. They did this to me. Everything was fine before them, they nearly killed me. But part of this is my fault, I should've stuck up for myself more.

"Taetae hyung, we're sorry. We should've never said and done those things to you. Please forgive us, we are all very sorry." Jungkook says with pleading eyes, the rest of the members look at me with hopeful eyes.

I've forgiven them too many times, I'm not doing it again. They don't deserve forgiveness.

Shaking my head, I mutter, "No... I will never forgive any of you."

*Sorry for the short chapter! I'm getting writer's block!"

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