Nobody Cares (VxBTS FF)

Chapter 6

After catching up a bit with Keara, I went back downstairs. The members were in the living room watching some TV before we had to head out for dance practice. I descend the stairs, catching the attention of all the members.

"Who was that you were talking to?" Namjoon asks. He looks like he might be genuinely curious, but I know better. He doesn't give two shits about me and I feel the same way about him.

"None of your business." I mutter, loud enough for all of them to hear.

Hobi scowls. "Yah, that's no way for you to talk to your hyung! Stop being such a little bitch all the time."

I don't know where the confidence came from but I started laughing. Almost hysterically. Gosh, I'm going insane. They've driven me to the point of insanity! "Oh, so now I'm the bitch? What about you guys, huh?"

"What do you mean, we've done nothing wrong to you." Jin says with furrowed brows.

"Oh really?" I chuckle and shake my head in disbelief. "What about all those names you've called me? What were they again, oh yeah! I know! Bitch, freak, slut! Slut, I don't even have intercourse, I still have my virginity. Yet you guys go around fucking anything that has a hole! And what about yesterday, when Hobi slammed the van door on my leg. What about last night, when you told me that I should go kill myself!"

Suga stands up and growls at me. "Maybe we do and say those things to you because you deserve it! Maybe you bring everything on yourself. If you weren't such a weirdo, a let down, then none of this would've happened."

I should've killed myself last night... Why did I stop, why did I hope that things might just get better? Looking down, I felt tears brim the edges of my eyes. I tried my hardest to blink them away, but one ended up escaping.

"Awe, he's crying! Poor freak, I think you hurt his feelings Suga hyung." Jimin says and starts cackling.

I clench my jaw and turn around, storming towards the front door. I open it and slam it shut behind me, leaving my laughing members behind. They don't want me alive, then I will gladly fulfill their wishes. I know just the perfect place to take my life.

Walking down the sidewalks, I keep my head down so that no one would notice me. The last thing I need is for people to see me and start crowding around me when I'm trying to do something very important.

After almost an hour of walking, I finally make it to an abandoned bridge. Only fishermen come here, but from the looks of it, nobody is here at the moment. Good, no one will save me. Walking to the middle of the bridge, I climb up onto the railing. Holding my arms out so that I wouldn't lose my balance.

Looking down, I watch the rushing waters. Some water splashes up and wets the bottom of my jeans. It's cold and causes goosebumps to rise on my skin. Closing my eyes, I let a single tear roll down my cheek before leaning forward.

The sensation of free falling makes my stomach sink and I crash into the ice cold water. Opening my eyes, all I can see is darkness. Looking up, I see the sunlight shining through the water.

I let the air out of my lungs as I sink deeper and deeper underneath the surface. My lungs burn, begging for air, I open my mouth, only to breathe in water. My eyes close, the last thing I see is a dark object reaching for me.

No One's POV.

The members of BTS make it to the dancing room, where the manager and their dance teacher were standing. The manager looks around, confused.

"Hey, where's Taehyung?" he asks worriedly.

"Oh, he's sick so he decided to stay home." Jin lies.

"Huh, that's strange, usually he calls me when he's not feeling well. Whatever, let's get started guys."

After thirty minutes of dancing, they're suddenly interrupted by a call. The dance teacher turns off the music so that the manager could speak without background noise.

"Hello?" he speaks into the phone.

After a couple of minutes, the members see the manager's eyes widen as he quickly hangs up the phone. He looks at the rest of the members fearfully. "Taehyung jumped into a river! He tried to kill himself! We've got to go to the hospital, now!"

The members felt their stomachs sink and their chest felt heavy with guilt. They followed close behind the manager as they rushed to the hospital.