Starving for affection

Chapter 3

(Top picture is something I drew.)

TW: Death(Dream), verbal abuse, tears, mention of puking and touch starvation

Third Person POV
-With Janus-

He sunk out of Virgil's room and appeared in his own. Janus fell onto his knees and cried.

"I'M TRYING TO DO WHATS BEST FOR HIM! WHY DOESN'T HE SEE THAT?!" Janus yelled in frustration as he cried.

Janus sat for a few minutes, to calm down.

Janus stood up and walked out of his room into the living room. It was exactly like Thomas' and the light sides expect everything is just a few shades darker.

He threw his hat on the table and collapsed on the couch. "Where is Remus?" He thought as He sat up. "REMUS!!!" Janus yelled for him.

"He's not home right now babes!" Someone said from the kitchen. Janus turned to see Remy raiding the fridge.

"Why aren't you here and where isn't Remus?" Janus asked him as he closed he fridge and started raiding the cabinets.

"He's in the imagination and I'm looking for chips, ice cream and anything else Emile likes." Remy answered while pulling out a Pringles can and a Lays bag.

"Why?" Janus questioned as he got up and walked to the kitchen, leaning on the wall.

"I dunno. Emile became really upset and was crying when I got home. So trying to cheer him up." Remy answered as he put the chip bags in the kitchen island and grabbed the cookie dough ice cream from the freezer.

"I'll pay ya back later hon!" He said as he turned to Janus who shook his head. "It's not fine. Don't just take it." Janus told him as Remy's face lit up in a similar way Emile and Patton's does.

"Thanks love! You're the best!" He said before he sunk out. Janus rolled his eyes and walked over to the fridge. "I guess." Janus mumbled as he grabbed a water bottle.

Janus walked over to the living room and laid on the couch, with his legs against the back board.

Janus stared at the ceiling and just listened to the clock tick on. Janus felt a sharp pain in his stomach. Janus shook his head. "Remus isn't home and I can't tell him!" Janus thought as another wave of pain washed over him.

"He was so happy when the problem went away. He thought he did something good for once for someone else, it would crush him to know my touch starvation is back."

Remus was always gone during the day. He always came back home for dinner but at that time Janus had to watch over Virgil.

The sharp pain returned and Janus groaned. He know he's not fine and he's not going to say he am, Janus just don't want the help. If he wants help, he'll ask for it.

Janus closed his eyes and sighed, trying to focus back on the clock and not his thoughts.
Janus' eyes started to feel heavy and he eventually fell asleep.

-Time skip brought to you by me sitting in class writing cause my teacher isn't here-

He felt a sharp pain all over his body and he immediately shot up. Janus screamed and looked around.

"Dee what's wrong?!" Remus asked the snake. He looked over and saw Remus next to him.  Janus was breathing heavily trying to figure out what was going on.

"Dee?" Remus called again. "Calm down." Janus took a few breaths and looked around.

Janus realised quickly that he was in Remus' room. "I thought I was on the couch." He said running his fingers through his hair. He realised he wasn't wearing his gloves and he was not pleased about that.