Starving for affection

Chapter 2

TW: Anorexia, touch starvation, a fight Stay safe please! <3

Virgil sat up in bed feeling dizzy and weak along with a screaming headache.

He rubbed his temples and looked at the clock.

"3am, the devils hour~" He thought, calling back to an episode where he was a lot happier. He threw the covers off and left his room.

He wandered the empty, dark halls. It was quite. He walked into the living room and smiled.

All the memories of when Virgil, Remus and Deceit would TP the living room or fill the lights rooms with packing peanuts.

They hated when we did it, but Patton always said "If no one gets hurt, it's okay." In which Logan did find that fair under the condition they didn't mess up his desk, which they never did.

Virgils eyes watered at all the amazing memories.

All the times Roman would yell at Virgil and told they to stop but Remus would fire back and protect the emo side.

All the times where the 3 of them would cuddle in the living room or a random darks bedroom and watch a horror or a Disney movie.

Virgil wiped the tears from his eyes and walked to the couch.

He sighed and flopped down onto the couch.

"Virgil?" Someone called from the stair way. Virgil looked over and saw Roman, wearing and over sized t-shirt and shorts.

"What do you want?" Emo asked him quietly, not wanting to wake the others.

"I came down for some water." Roman said as he headed to the kitchen. "What are you doing up?" He questioned while grabbing a glass.

"Couldn't sleep." Virgil said, which wasn't really a lie. Roman shrugged and drank his water.

"Whatever you say you Nightmare." He insulted as he put his glass in the sink.

"Enjoy the dark!" He said as he walked up the stairs and disappeared into the darkness.

"Whatever...." Virgil mumbled as his stomach growled.  He shook his head. "I'm fine!"

~Time skip brought to you by me losing my sanity while I hangout with my friends~

-With Roman-

Roman rolled out of bed at the smell of bacon and eggs. The prince quickly got into his usual outfit and tamed his hair.

"MORNING KIDDO!" Patton chirped as Roman walked into the kitchen. "Morning Pat!" He said as he sat down next to Mr.Mopey Dopey.

"Morning Creepy Cookie!" Roman greeted only to receive a grunt back in response. He shrugged and heard Logan come down the stairs.

"Salutations everyone." Logan said as he walked into the kitchen and grabbed a mug for his coffee. "Morning Nerd." Roman greeted.

"Morning Logie!" Patton said before kissing Logan's cheek.

Logan turned a pastel pink. "Morning Patton." He said before kissing Patton's cheek.

Roman smiled as Virgil rolled his eyes.

~Time skip brought to you by my wrist being in pain because I wrote this entire chapter on paper first~

-With Virgil-

Virgil stumbled out of his bathroom. The room was spinning, his throat hurt and his mouth tasted like blood and acid.

Virgil tried stumbling to his bed but failed and dropped to the floor.

Everything hurt and no one could help him. 

Deceit and Remus couldn't help him because they aren't light sides.

For some reason when they hug Virgil to try and help him with my touch starvation, it burns worse than when the light side would touch him. Virgil guessed it was because he hadn't hugged either one in so long they were ineligible to help.

Virgil shakily stood up and walked to his bed.

Okay, not walk. It looked more like the Captain Jack Sparrow stumble.

He made it next to his bed when his weak knees buckled and Virgil collapsed next to his bed, with out the energy to climb up. But he had just enough strength to roll over and sit up properly.

Virgil groaned as his body ached. Virgil started to cry in pain, hot tears rolling down his face. He heard a knock at his door which caught his attention.

Virgil wiped my tears and told whoever it was to come in. "Kiddo are you okay?" Patton asked the crying side quietly as he opened the door. "Yeah Patton. I'm fine." He lied through his teeth, as Virgil prayed Deceit didn't hear him.

"Why were you crying then Virgil?" Patton asked as he came over and sat down next to Virgil. "No reason Pat. I'm okay." He lied.

He shook is head in disbelief as he pulled Virgil towards him and gave him a side hug.

Virgil wanted to move away because of the burning sensation, but he didn't want to move because the hug felt nice.

After a few minutes of hugging he let go of me. "No don't leave me. Please!" He wanted to beg. "Better now Kiddo?" He asked. Virgil told him "Yes".

LIAR!

Patton patted his head and left Virgil's  room. He winced in pain as the burning calmed down.

"I can hear you lying Vee. This is so healthy for you!" Deceit bitched as Virgil weakly stood up.

"I know Dee, I know. But I'm a disorder. That doesn't deserve to be loved." Virgil grumbled under his breath as he sat on his bed.

"That's so true Vee! You are a disorder! You don't deserve to be loved!" Deceit said back to his usual way of speaking.

"Deceit you're wrong on this one buddy!" Virgil said.

"No!" He shot at Virgil.

"Yes!" Virgil shot back at him.

"No!"

"Yes"

"NO!" Deceit yelled.

"DEE YOU'RE WRONG! I AM A WORTHLESS DISORDER! I DON'T DESERVE LOVE! I DON'T DESERVE TO BE CARED FOR! NOW LEAVE BEFORE I DO SOMETHING WE'LL BOTH REGRET LATER!" Virgil yelled at him, with his voice becoming loud and distorted.

Deceit stared at Virgil for a minute before bowing his head and sinking into the floor with a heavy sigh as tears down his cheeks.

Virgil collapsed onto his bed, burring his face in his pillow.

"WHAT THE HELL DID I JUST DO?!"  Virgil thought as he cried into his pillow.