I'm not going anywhere

10

WILLOW'S POV
Harri will be here in like 15 minutes, even though River said we have to stay down stairs I'm going to clean my room, and I have to get changed, i want to look cool but not like I'm trying to hard so I will wear nice clothes and not do my hair.

I shove the dirty clothes in the hamper, books in the shelf and all the stuff on my desk in it's designated cups, I'm getting nervous.

I brush my teeth and put on deodorant and a bit of cologne just a bit more than I do for school so I smell nice but not so it smells like I'm trying to seduce him that would scare him.
"Clothes...clothes" I stand in front of my closet black skinny jeans and a white button up with a grey sweatshirt over

" effort but not Effort" I nod in the mirror and ruffle up my hair a bit so it looks messy but still nice

"You must be harri" River says from downstairs, oh gosh he must be here I quickly change my socks to some clean white ones and throw the dirty ones in the clothes Hamper. Where should I be sitting, against the bed on the floor with my books and stuff out okay awesome. I sit down and wait I really hope River doesn't actually make us stay down stairs, I focus my attention on my book and start reading until Harri comes in my room
"Hey! Your here" I stand up to shut the door while he sits down

"Door open!" Harri just laughs as I turn around and sit back down

"Thanks for coming over"

"It's not a problem" he is so cute I can't even and his fashion sense is so cool and his face is perfect

"You look really cool" it slips from my mouth shit

" I was just about to say the same to you I've never seen you put so much effort into an outfit" fuck effort noo

"Only the best for you" he laughs and smiles and shuffles closer with his book
" Okay let's get started..." he starts explaining the task and the best ways of going about it, he actually is really helpful I slowly shuffle closer but he doesn't react that either means he likes it or he hasn't realised we've been sat quietly for about 20 minutes just me asking for help every now and then with a centimeter or two between us

" your actually a really good writer Willow, I didn't expect it cause no offence but the guys you hang out are kinda.."

"Dumb? Yeah it frustrates me that they don't try at school all they care about is football and girls" he nods and looks at me our eyes lock

"do you care about football and girls" if only he knew my gosh

" football's fun but I don't see a future with it it's just a bit of fun I guess" we don't look away I can feel myself sinking into the green

"And girls?" Is he trying to figure something out I really hope this is him trying to figure things out, this could be my chance to let it slip that I like boys not specifically him tho that's scary.

" have you ever seen me talking to girls" I laugh and he shakes his head

"What about boys?" I go red my gosh What do I say do i be confident like I usually am I am freaking out on the inside I take a small breath so he won't realise how nervous I am

" Only th cute ones" this time he blushes and smiles

"Cool" he turns back to his book, cool! Cool!? What does that mean he can't just leave me on cool ahhhhhh what the heck.

" why aren't you writing"

"cause you left me on cool!?" I said that out loud oh my gosh, I throw my hand over my mouth and close my eyes I'm so embarrassing, he pulls my hand away but my eyes are still closed I don't want to see his reaction to that, I was pretty much asking for him to say something like same or me too, but no just cool.

His lips press against mine, I don't kiss back cause I am so shocked it was only quick and he pulls away, I open my eyes still shocked

"Do... do you think I'm one of the cute ones?" Oh gosh I was scared of moving things to quickly because we had only really talked in class everyday or me watching him in the music room today we spoke then too but nothing like this

"Your the only one I look at Harri" his face goes the darkwst shade of red ive ever seen, my body fills with warmth just because of the fact that my words can make him feel like that .

His phone rings.

Of course it rings

" hey mum, yeah I'll pack up my stuff now okay see you in 5 bye love you"
He starts to put his stuff in his bag but rips off a piece of paper and writes somethung down

" mums on her way so I'll see you tomorrow" he gets up and i follow him, I show him out. I close the door and stand outside while we wait for his mum

" uh here's my number text me if you need anymore help with the task or if you just want to talk" he hands me the paper, his mum honks he runs out into the rain and waves
" see ya" he jumps into the car and slams the door I wave and smile untill I can't see him anymore

Oh my gosh it's happening I can't stop smiling.

I head back inside and straight to my room and flop on the bed.

"Wow" I know it wasn't like we made out or anything but he kissed me he likes me, I like him

When is it okay for me to ask him out, I think we should hangout more first, defiently. My thoughts are racing I can't believe we sat in my bedroom and he kissed me.

Me

Harrison Patterson kissed me on the mouth. in my bedroom. Today. Ahhh

I have to text him.
But what about ughhh.

I will just talk to him tomorrow.

I finish up my English task and go about the rest of the evening, eating dinner with the boys thank goodness they didn't ask many questions.

I'm so nervous about tomorrow

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