Two of Us // l.s

Secrets

Hi my darlings,

So, like I kinda, sorta just reached 100 reads!!!!!!!! WHICH IS LIKE CRAZY!

Omg guys this is my first ever story, I'm honestly shook. I didn't think I would every get that many views thank you so much, I'm kinda speechless to be honest. I love you all so much.

Did you guys here about the Zayn, Gigi and Jake Paul drama, this week?

I was about to freaking rage when I saw what Jake said about Zen, but then Gigi did it for me. Savage queen.

Did Jake deserved that after saying that to Zayn?

What do you think?

Anyway, if you've actually read this far,

ENJOY!!! XXX

P.S My story was #28 in in the louisxharry tag and #428 in Stylinson, maybe it's a sign 😉. Haha I'll stop now.

<3

Harry's POV

I was quite nervous when Louis said he wanted to talk to me.

We hadn't interacted much since the kiss, Louis had been busy in the room with Zayn. I could hear them talking, but I wasn't able to make out what there were saying. My curiosity got the best of me, so I leaned against the door and press my ear to it. I thought I could hear some muffled sobs coming from inside the room. I was about to open the door until I heard footsteps coming toward me. I stealthily tip toed over to the couch and picked up a book, trying to act normal as Louis opened the door and walked towards me.

"We need to talk" he said his tone dull, his face expressionless.

He took my hand and lead me to the balcony, the same balcony where we shared our first special moment. The memory of Louis' lips on mine imprinted in my mind. I could almost feel the taste on my tongue. I licked my lips, reminiscing the feeling.

We sat across from each other in silence, neither of us making eye contact, until Louis finally spoke.

"About the kiss" he cleared his throat, "I just wanted to say it was-"

"A mistake" I blurted out, knowing what he was going to say.

"Oh" said Louis his face dropped, "Is that how you feel?" he whispered.

"Yes, well no, I mean... Is that how you feel?" I stammered, to ashamed to tell him the truth.

"Harry, if I'm being honest, that's the exact opposite of how I feel" said Louis. 

I could feel my cheeks burning red and he looked me straight in the eye. My stomach was going crazy with butterflies as he continued what he was saying.

"The kiss was an eye opener for me. You see Haz, when you kissed me, I felt things I never felt before. Not with anyone. Your lips just felt so right. Like my lips were made for yours, and no one else's. When we kissed, I could feel fire, there was just so much passion and excitement. I would be lying if I said I didn't enjoy it more than any kiss I've had before." His tone suddenly changed from excited to serious.

"After the kiss I realised how I truly feel. I realised why heart races every time I look into those green eyes. I realised why no one has ever made me feel that way. I realised that I'm gay, and I have a massive crush on you Harry Styles." he said never breaking eye contact.

My face was flushed, as red as the chinos Louis had on that morning. I could feel my heart beating out of my chest. My hands were sweating and trembling with fear and excitement.

"Did you mean everything you just said?" I whispered.

Louis nodded looking at the ground.

I took a deep breath and walked over to where he was sitting. I knelt down in front of him and held his right hand in both of my shaking hands. Kissing each one of his fingers, ever so lightly.

"Louis, I have a secret" I muttered, afraid that if I said it to loudly, the world would be able to hear.

"What is Harry?" he asked leaning forward, intrigued.

"I'm bisexual Louis. I always have been, I just wasn't able to tell you, or anyone. Simon didn't let me because he said it would be bad for the image of the band. And since all our fans were girls who had crushes on us, no one would like me if I liked girls and guys. So, I kept it to myself, then I realised I liked you, Lou. I wanted to tell you, I wanted to tell you so fucking much, but I couldn't. I was too ashamed and embarrassed because I thought you were straight, and I thought you would make fun of me and-" it all came out in a rush. Louis placed his index finger over my lips and shushed me.

"It's ok, no need to be ashamed, now you know my secret. And I know yours" he said in his husky voice.

We both leaned in. Our lips brushed, before I connected them. It was so slow and romantic, like the kisses you see in the movies. He tasted the exactly like I remembered, somehow even better.

We pulled away after a while, so we could catch our breaths.

"Harry, does this mean I can be your boyfriend now?" Louis asked with a smirk.

"I wish you could Louis, but no one is supposed to know I'm bisexual. Simon will probably make you pretend to be straight to. I'm sorry Lou but we can't be together, it's not allowed." I could feel the lump in my throat forming.

"Who said we had to tell Simon, ever heard of a secret relationship Styles?" he grinned, pulling me in for another kiss.