Mates / Why Don't We

CHAPTER 32: EMPTY

i woke up
although i wish i didn't.
the pain i was feeling was undescribable.
Daniel was laying next to me and cuddling me.
normally i would love a situation like this but right now i just wish i was dead. everything would be better then this pain. not only does it literally feel like my organs were ripped out of my chest but i also feel myself being weaker then i ever was. was the pain gonna go away? what if it stayed like this forever? i felt so empty.

"lexi?" i heard Corbyn say. i think he was reading my mind cause i could see he was trying really hard not to cry.

"it gets better i promise" he continued.
"we're so sorry you have to go through this" he said.

i know he wants to help me but i can't even talk without feeling like i'm getting stabbed.

"i know talking hurts right now, but i just wanted to say we're here for you" he said. he gave me a kiss on my forehead and left the room.

Daniel was still asleep. i wanted him to tell me i'll be fine cause i wasn't so sure. but i couldn't even move properly.
luckily he woke up.

"hey" i managed to get out. followed by a lot of coughs which hurt a lot.

"shht don't talk lex" Daniel said.
"i know literally everything hurts right now and that's normal. getting your powers sucked out is the most painful thing ever for a werewolf ." he said while playing with my hair.

i don't know how, i don't know why but i felt better.
i wanted to go sit downstairs but how was i ever gonna get there.

"down.. stairs" i said with a lot of pain.
"i can carry u but it's gonna hurt baby" he said
i nodded.
he got out of bed and carried me downstairs, i wanted to cry. every second felt like an hour. everything hurt. i wish this could just be over.
now i was laying downstairs in the sofa, which was much better cause now i could at least have some social interaction with the boys.