Mates / Why Don't We

CHAPTER 34: THE BIG ACT

i opened my eyes and i was still in my bedroom. i was shaking cause i didnt know what just had happened. it looked so real, like it actually happened. or maybe it was gonna happen? i started to think.. no it can't be?  did i just time travel? no lexi you can't time travel anymore i repeated to myself. but it was exactly like last times i time traveled? Does this mean the boys are gonna abandon me? yeah i saw what's gonna happen. they're abandoning me, they never loved me. none of them not even daniel. they just used me for my powers. i teared up and cried while realising that everything had been one big lie. i was furious. i didn't wanna be in their house any longer.

i got up and everything hurt, but the painkillers eased the pain. i couldn't walk normal, i went downstairs very slowly and with a lot of sighs. i couldn't believe they all lied to me. i just wanted to get out of there. when i finally downstairs i saw all the boys on the sofa. they were watching a movie. "woah lexi how did you get here by yourself? you should stay in bed! are you okay? is there anything u need?" Daniel asked. he was clearly very worried and confused on why i didn't ask for their help. the other boys came standing with me as well. he was just lying to my face, he didn't care about me. it frustrated me so much that i teared up. i was so angry. "lexi what's wrong?" Corbyn asked while he rubbed my back. i took a step backwards so his hand would fall of my back. i wanted to just run away but i was too weak for that.  the only thing i could do was confrontation.

"stop acting like you care!" i yelled. they all looked shocked. i rolled my eyes at their act. "we're not pretending, we do care about you lex" Jack said a little confused. "no you don't, i saw it okay. you can stop pretending. i saw you guys talking shit about me. saying how annoying i am and that none of you love me and it was all just one big act cause you wanted to use me for my powers. but since you think logan took them, you think i'm useless and now you don't want me anymore. and i know it's true cause i saw it. stop lying about it!" i yelled. they were looking confused and changing looks with each other. like they knew something i didnt. 
"what do you mean you 'saw' it? " Jonah asked.
"with my time traveling powers off course" i said. then i noticed Daniel was crying and the other boys looked sad too. this confused me. they didn't care about me what were they crying about??
"lexi, Logan took your powers you can't time travel anymore" Daniel said. he tried to come closer to me but i backed off. i know logan took them but i swear i just time traveled what else could it have been.
Corbyn must have read my mind cause then he said: " you had a nightmare lexi, it's a side effect of getting your powers sucked out" they probably felt bad for me cause i thought i had my power back. but i felt relieved. they do love me. Daniel loved me. i cried because i was overwhelmed and daniel gave me a hug. "offcourse we care about you lexi, we love you" Corbyn said. " yeah you're our family" Jack added. i gave them a smile, cause i was feeling too weak to say something. "wanna watch stranger things?" jonah asked. i nodded and then daniel carried me to the sofa. i fell asleep during the intro.