Song Recommendation: How do you sleep by Sam Smith
*March*
Yoongi's POV:
Since Hobi's birthday disaster we honestly haven't spoken as much. We text once in a while and check in on each other but mainly he's been focused on the up and coming fashion show. Everyone else has been doing their own thing. Taehyung has a new boy toy. Seokjin has been hanging out a lot with Namjoon and Jimin and Jungkook can't keep their hands off each other.
I decided that I needed to make my own friends. I was tired of hanging out with the same people and not having Hoseok up my ass gave me some more free time to do whatever the hell I wanted.
I remember getting Jackson's number at Jin's birthday, so I shot him a text and before I knew it was hanging out with him and his friends. Bambam was cool but very high maintenance, he reminded me a lot of Taehyung. I didn't speak much to Jinyoung and Mark only because I could tell Mark didn't really like me since he knew I was friends with Namjoon so if Mark wasn't talking to me then Jinyoung would pretend I did not exist.
That left Youngjae and JB, they were really cool. I hit it off really well with both of them and suddenly they were my go-to people. We did homework together, met up in between classes, and hung out most nights together. It was nice just being with them and being able to talk to other people that didn't really know my friends.
JB was a typical frat boy, alongside Jackson. They partied a lot which meant I did too. I went out almost every other night and it felt just like freshman year again, before Hoseok came into my life. I went out all the time with my friends, coming back at crazy hours of the night. Spent the next day slightly hungover and did it all again. Was I proud of myself for getting back into old habits? Not really, but I had to fill the emptiness with something and that something was my little friend named Jack Daniels.
No, I don't have a drinking problem, but I do like drinking my problems away. It wasn't the need for alcohol that kept me going, it was the need for company. I spent the last three years glued to Hoseok and in the midst of it all I lost myself. I wanted to remember who I was, I needed to relearn everything about Min Yoongi. I needed to surround myself with different people and help me figure out who I am again.
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The sweat dripped down my back as I continued to dance with JB. I wasn't a great dancer; we all knew this but with Jack in my system anything seemed possible. "I wish I met you sooner, you've been locked away by your boyfriend and no one seems to be able to get to you." JB said as we walked off to the bar to get ourselves another round.
"I'm not locked up by Hoseok, I chose to spend my time with him and began to neglect the outside world. But yes, it is a shame that I haven't met you and the other guys sooner because the past few weeks have honestly been some of the best few weeks in my life."
"Shouldn't your best few weeks be with that boyfriend of yours?" He asks, raising his glass to his lips.
I shrugged, "Things with Hoseok have been rocky lately. Our relationship isn't what it used to be and I'm not really sure what to do about it."
Youngjae walked over to us, "JB, are you pestering Yoongi again? Leave the poor boy alone, he does not want to discuss his love life while he is out with his friends."
"I am just making conversation, no harm in that right?"
"It's fine, I don't mind talking about Hoseok. It's not liked its heartbreak sob story, we're just in a weird phase."
"Well can we please drop the topic for the rest of the night and get back out there on the dance floor?" Youngjae beamed with excitement, "Sure, let's go," JB said. He turned on his heel and walked away. Youngjae and I walked behind him, "Hey, have you ever thought about dying your hair?" Youngjae asked me, I raised a questioning brow. Have I ever thought about dying my hair? Hmm, not really.
