Side by Side [COMPLETED]

THIRTY-THREE

Hayana's POV

I walked out of the lift,holding the drinks Petra told me to buy."Yeesh,people in Tik Tok are horrifying."I said as I saw in one of the posts in Instagram about Tik Tok.I sighed and shoved it in my pocket.I arrived at my dorm door and twisted the door knob.It opened as I said:"Hey Petra,I got your drinks—"but before I could finish I saw Petra and Levi kissing each other."Oh,uhh..sorry for invading."I said and placed the plastic on the kitchen counter."I should go now,"I said,pointing at the door.I closed the door.

I stood there filled with shock."Petra and Levi..?A thing..?"I asked as I remembered them kissing each other.Suddenly,tears started to storm down my eyes."Why am I crying?"I asked myself,wiping the tears but the tears still stormed down."Do I..?"I asked as it hit my head.I closed my eyes and the tears started to fall faster.Then,I remembered about Azai and Jean being in Eren's dormitory.I tried to keep my balance since I couldn't even stopped my tears from falling.I walked towards Eren's dorm and arrived.I heard their laughs and I started to hesitate to knock.

Because they would be very shock to see me cry.

But I didn't want to ruin the mood.

I sobbed quietly.I raised my arm and knocked on the door.I sighed and tears fell from my eyes.

"Oh?"

"Guys!!That must be Hayana!She wants to join in!!"

"Yay!It would be so fun annoying her!"

Those words landed on me hard.If I showed my face like this,they would be so shock and I ruined the mood.

"Eren,you go answer it.You're closer.."

"Yeesh,Fine.."

I heard footsteps from the other side and I started to feel scared.I wiped my tears but it still stormed down as I remembered the image of Petra and Levi kissing each other."God dammit.Why am I like this?"I asked myself.The door opened as I looked at the ground so Eren couldn't see my face."Hey Hayana!You came!I thought you weren't gonna."he exclaimed."Hayana?You ok..?"he asked.I sighed."Hayana?Are you..sick or something?Why are you—"before he could finish,I had the guts and cried,hugging him.

"Whoa whoa!Hayana!Are you alright?!"Eren asked as everyone surrounded us.I sobbed as Azai gasped."Hayana!Are you crying?!"she asked in disbelief.I cried on Eren's chest and nodded."Whoa..this is unbelievable!"she exclaimed."Why?Are you ok?"Eren asked.I went silent for awhile so that my tears could storm down."Levi..."I said.Eren held onto my chin and forced my eyes to face him."Hayana,what happened?"he asked,worried."Levi..he.."I stammered cause I didn't have the words since my tears were storming down pretty fast.

"I..Levi.."

Eren hugged me and patted my head."Inhale..exhale.."he told me as I did so."Now tell us what happened.."he said as I nodded."So..I was buying drinks Petra told me to buy—"before I could finish Jean interrupted me."Petra?!The fuck was she doing in our dormitory?!"Jean asked in shock."She said she wanted to 'hang out' with Levi,"I replied as he nodded."Continue,"he said."Petra told me to buy drinks so I did.Leaving both of them there...when I opened the door..I.."I explained but trailed off."They both made out?"Mikasa asked as I nodded."That is disgusting!!"Marco exclaimed."Yeahhhh...ewww.." Azai agreed with Marco and she faked vomit."When I saw that I went out and suddenly tears started to fall down from my eyes.."I continued explaining.Eren nodded and patted my head."Don't worry...everything's alright.We're all here for you,"Eren calmed me down.I nodded and my tears slowly went down.

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Weeks passed and everything was pretty fine ever since the incident.Eren and the others often come to our dorm and hang out there.Levi had tried to talk to me but I tried so hard to ignore him.Zeran and his comrades had been trying to pick a fight but I also ignored them.

Chuuya also know about the incident.He told me that he had this suspends when he first met Levi.Dazai also felt sorry for me and comforted me by buying me some posters of my favourite K-POP group and hanging out with me often.Akutagawa also knows about this and he mostly advises me about staying away from Levi and negative emotion even though he has negative emotions.Asaki is also like Akutagawa,advising me and she sometimes hangs out with me with Azai.I tried my best to avoid myself from Levi even though he sometimes tries to talk to me.

The situation happened again...like last time.Bri accusing me and everyone hates me.Though...this time everyone supports me.And Levi is like the young me,trying so hard to talk to Bri.I felt sorry for Levi when I remembered about the past me but it is his fault.

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I walked towards the library since I was bored.Azai wanted to spend break by hanging out with the others but I refused.I wanted to rest my mind."Yeesh..this library is so fucking far.."I groaned and walked.

"What do you want Levi?"

"Oh just wanted to inform you some stuff I had in mind."

"Oh?Is it accepting me being your girlfriend?"

"Other than that.."

When I heard that conversation,I stopped from my tracks.I followed the voices and found Petra and Levi standing at the wide balcony."Oh...it's just them.."I whispered.I wanted to walk away but that sentence stopped me:"Petra..can you go shit somewhere else and don't bother me again?"Levi asked."Levi,what are you?!"she asked in disbelief."Look,I don't want you to bother me.You don't want me to hang around Hayana right?"he said."It's not like I want you--Wait..you can't do that."she replied as I got curious eavesdropping on the conversation."My parents helped you.What else are you gonna do if they don't help you anymore?"Petra asked."I can try and succes,I can get money from my achivement,"he responded."For your information,you are a cold-hearted person.Hayana is a nice person even though she's annoying."he continued."Plus,her annoyance is a lot better to make fun of but your annoyance I'd say no."he continued."Hayana is kind even though she never shows it.She's strong unlike you."he continued."Plus Petra,you can't use Zeran to bully her anymore.I've seen her ignoring them when they want to pick a fight with her."he explained."You just care about people's outsides not insides."he continued.I felt weirded out,why didn't Petra fight back?

"You do know that your father knows about your doings."

There,I imagined that Petra was so shock when he said that."He said he'd do anything so that you would stop,"he comtinued."I told him to tell you that I am not your boyfriend and will never be."he continued."He said he will tell you soon.Oh,I think he stated that he's gonna cut off your school money,your credit card and other stuff I can't quite remember..."he continued."Levi!Why did you--"before Petra could protest,Levi in terrupted her."Cause I want you to know that I am not yours and Karma is alwys there to strike."he replied.

I could hear his footsteps closer as I walked away heading towards the library.When I heard that conversation,my heart was touched but some part of me was annoyed."Ackermann oh Ackermann...."I whispered and opened the library door.